Shin's piece of mind!

hello guys!

2010-07-11T23:09:00.002+08:00

thx for all those comment on my posts.. i never know so many ppl out there is reading my blog.. haha.. 榭榭你们！will try to update more if im free ^^

Woot! finally...

2010-07-04T02:09:00.002+08:00

dint post anything for 1year + already!

when to ns! 6month bmt over. and 2month course, now in unit till june 2011!

alot of things have happen..

aft my bmt i got myself a lovely gf.. JEAN CHEW.. really love her alot.. being together for 6months n counting~~~~(4ever?)hopefully yes!

she told me not to love her too much.. scare when we break up i will kill myself all those..

again.. i think its true.. loving some 1 with 100% wont turn out rite.. cos giving 100% is like flying up the sky so high! when things turn wrong u will drop hitting rock bottom! real hard! bang! and u will feel the pain so pain tat u rather die..

if anything happen to this relationship im gonna b single for live.. not gonna look for any love again..

吴克群 - 残废

2009-05-31T03:02:00.003+08:00

sorry long time no blog LoL~!

like to intro this song very nice!!

well this song i think is quite like me! Lol! but i m hanging on to my life!
going NS soon! looking forward to my next phase of life! hoping my next love life
wont be so hurtful to me Lol.. i only can say every time a relationship started in my life i put my 100% into it.. so its is very hurtful if things goes wrong and being the victim.. haahaa.. enjoy~

吴克群 - 残废

爱你行动不变
追不上你的美
脚步再快　跟不上你的嘴
分开我骗了谁
想擦掉你的脸
擦不掉痛却更明显
你说你要的世界　
在很远我不了解
分手就分手别把
话说得太美
我像个残废
飞不出你的世界
借不到一点安慰
为什麼你拼命後退
退到了边界
结果我没了知觉
就连痛都嫌浪费
在爱里残废
非弄得伤痕累累
累到我无力再追
最怕你突然要挽回

some survey i did!

2009-04-01T05:16:00.005+08:00

also dont think much ppl will reach my blog la~ LoL~ so do abit update 1st Lol..

1st of all i wanna say
"THERE IS ALOT OF PPL WHICH IS "SO-CALLED BUDDHIST".
which noe nuts about wad buddhist really is!

did some survey with some ppl recently..

1st question
r u a buddhist?
Yes

2nd question
do u know who is buddha?
some say "YES" some say "NO"
(for the "NO" answer "i only know guan yin ma")

LoL.. tats the best answer i heard!

3rd question
do u believe in karma?
some "YES" some "NO" also
aft explaining to them..
i m quite happy tat royston is interested to listen to me explain to him. (thx for listen to me roy)

4th question
do u have interest in dharma?
mostly asked me "wad is dharma?"

5th question
do u think buddhist = just burn incense(joss stick) and chant chant pray pray(niam geng) few time a year only, and u r a buddhist?
alot of ppl tell me "No meh? i tot is like tat wan?

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hahahha from my survey its totally tell me.. tat ppl think we buddhist r old fashion and chant chant pray pray nia..

this mentality is completely WRONG! (u read me? WRONG!!!)

i will like to encourage more youth! come forward and do something about it! hey u guys! its ur religion! pls be proud of it!!

does it make sense if ppl tell u just believe and u will go heaven?
alamak! where go shortcut to heaven wan?
got sign contract say u sure go heaven anot?
and r u sure u will 100% go heaven when u die? can any 1 see u/or hear u going heaven?

Its wad u do that bring u to where u should go in ur aft life!

everybody! make ur life worth. its 1 in a million to get rebirth as a human! compare to the those other beings e.g animal(only animal u see how many there is and count urself lucky u r not born into the animal realm.)

dont say dont have~

2009-03-28T03:00:00.002+08:00

update abit~ LoL~

today super happy~ few months back i pick up 2 small small tiny tiny buddha relic~ which i passed back to hui jun jie to return to lama~ and den i got no news of it any more~ till today~

i totally 4get about it already~ den aft teaching.
Hui jun jie came down and say

Hui Jun jie : "ah~ being looking for u~ come come~."
Me: "yes anything important for me to help u?"
Hui Jun Jie:"yes yes~ come something u will get happy."
Me: "huh?!? simi?"
Hui Jun Jie:"remember tat time u found the relic drop on the table."
Me:"Ya!?!"
Hui Jun Jie:"Ya, lama ask me to give to u,*searching for it*. Where i put it ar~ its here some where. ah here~"
Me:"Wah buddha relic!!"

Lol buddha's blessing~ only big sponsor get nia.. whahahaha.. i got it~ yeah~ tml going to buy a Stupa to hold buddha's relic!!!! i no money also will find money to buy! yeah~!!!! so happy~~~~

u noe how to say~ got buddha's relic at my age~ which few can get? hahahahha. earn it by my hand~ hahahahha~ i rejoice! and aft getting the relic i wanan do more to help spreading dharma! to any being every being! 1st i start with those within my capability..

offering feed to hungry beings e.g animal..( not the fish at my house ar~)

i when to botenic garden and i saw those poor hungry being swimming and following me.. from the look i feel" if i have the power to liberate u i will but i dont have, if i got food for u now i will feed u".

so i m having a plan to go back there to feed them..

hopefully their next life can b human with the 10 perfection and 6 empowerment..(healthy with all the perfect body parts, mentelly healthy and fit~~ and pyscially fit~ neither too poor or too rich~ have the mind to understand dharma. and let them meet the right guru to teach them dharma!

^^

i m so sorry!! for not updating!

2009-03-20T03:34:00.002+08:00

sorry guys recently have being organising a camp so no time to blog! i promise i take as much picture as possible!! will b going cemetary also! sat nite pls look out for big thunder storm at lim chu kang cemetary area! and i m sure its gonna b a hell of a fun camp!

both pysical and spritual!

think Lama will show us something normal ppl cant see or wad bah! he planned it! horrible!!!! scare but muz go! its fun!! LoL~~

result out~ i m out of sch! =x hahahha ~ math fail~!!!! wait for NS or i will b my own boss aft july~ Lol~! hopefully i can b my own boss b4 going in NS~ can settle my things 1st den go NS~~ Lol~!!

may buddha bless all who read my blog~ (^_^)

wulala~ nothing to do~

2009-03-04T05:04:00.002+08:00

1. How old will you be in 3 years?
24

2. Do you think you'll be married by then?
No

3. What do you look forward to most in the next 2 months?
dropout ,job/slack/NS? LOL

4. Who was the last person you called?
Joshua call him to adjust the camere in main hall

5. Have you ever played a team sport?
yes~ alot

6. Who was the last person to text you?
Adam~ sms me ask me to meet him go buy cake for nga wang bday

7. Who was the last person you hugged?
my mum?!? LoL

8. What were you doing at midnight last night?
watching! anime hitman reborn

9. Parents separated/divorced/married?
Married.

10. Last time you saw your dad?
this evening

11. What happened at 11:00 a.m. today?
Sleeping

12. How's your mood today?
NO GOOD la~ my fish eat back all the egg! XIM TIA!

13. If you could be anywhere right now, where would it be?
Japan~ =x

14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
Bare footed.

15. Are you a social person?
yap~

16. What was the last thing you drank?
Green Tea

17. Favorite ice cream?
Chocolate.

18. What is your favorite dessert?
hmm alot~

19. Whats your favorite color?
Black, white, red, green,pink,blue~ alot leh~

20. What Jelly do you put on your PBJ?
i dont take PBJ(peanut butter jam!)

21. Do you like coffee?
not really~

22. How many glasses of water a day do you drink on average?
erm~ water ar~ dont noe leh!

23. What do you drink in the morning?
Water.

24. Would you rather kiss someone with or without a tongue ring?
Without.

25. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
No. y should i? when i have the whole bed?!

26. Do you know how to play poker?
of cos~

27. Whats so good about Fridays?
The next day's sat can sleep till late late?

28. Any plans for this week?
setup my fish area to perfectly neat!

29. Do you eat out or at home more often?
out.

30. How big is your TV?
i dont watch TV~

31. Ever stolen a street sign?
Nope~ dont waste my time! i rather do somethin else Lol

32. Do you keep a piggy bank?
yes~ every time it fill with $1 to the max~ the next day all will gone~ Lol

33. What kind of camera do you have?
samsung F480 de lor~

34. Have you ever been in an ambulance?
Nope.

35. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
Ocean and pool~.

36. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seat?
Window seats.

37. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
stick wad?!? i can drive u crazy!

38. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
food & drink, fish, comics, Gundam, movie, anything of my liking~

39. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?
ear stud?

40. Do you speak any other language?
English, Chinese, Cantonese, Japanese :)

41. Can you roll your tounge?
Yes.

42. Who is the funniest person you know?
Alot of us~ including myself will drive u nuts~

its being awhile~

2009-03-04T04:38:00.003+08:00

its some time since i really did some blogging~ well also not much ppl view LoL~

exam over~ its still not time to rest~ i still got things to do~ well~ bz~ and alot of thing happen~ and fun things~ happy things~ haha~~

finally wanna spawn my fish again~ but the father ate the egg back~ dam boring ar~ eat back the egg! 2hr aft they spawn~ can see more den 200 egg! full of egg! like mountian! but today come home see~ less den 50 -_- sad sia~ hope my other few pair wont fail me~ time to sleep haven really sleep well this few days~ time is killing me!!!

My marriage age is 24

2009-02-27T03:02:00.002+08:00

How old are you going to be when you get married?
Put an X in every box that applies to you.
Add up all the x`s and title subject with the sum as "My marriage age is__"

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar (most of the time)
[ ] You own more than one credit card
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car
[x] You do your own laundry
[ ] You vote every election
[x] You can cook for yourself
[ ] You think politics are exciting
[ ] You balance your own checkbook
[ ] Your parents have better things to say than your friends

Total: 4

[x] You show up for school/college/work every day early.
[ ] You always carry a pen in your pocket/purse
[ ] You've never gotten a detention
[ ] You have never smoked a cigarette
[x] You have never gotten completely trashed
[x] You have forgotten your own birthday at least once
[x] You like to take walks by yourself
[ ] You've watched talk shows.
[x] You know what 'credibility' means without looking it up
[x] You drink coffee[caffiine] at least once a week.

Total: 10

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[ ] When you say you're going to do something you do it.
[x] My parents trust me
[ ] You can mow the lawn
[x] You can make adults laugh without being stupid
[ ] You remember to water the plants
[ ] You study when you have to
[ ] You pay attention at school/college
[x] You remember to feed your pets

Total: 15

[x] You can spell 'experience' without looking it up.
[ ] You work out on a regular basis.
[x] You clean up your own mess
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out
[x] You have gained weight since middle/high school
[ ] The first thing you do when you wake up is get caffeine
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[x] You can type quickly

Total: 20

[ ] You have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party
[ ] You have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[x] You have more bills than you can pay
[ ] Most of all your friends are older than you are
[ ] You can say no to staying out all night
[x] You use the internet every day
[x] Your wardrobe hasn't changed in a while
[x] You can read a book and actually finish it

Total: 24

GRAND TOTAL: 24

my very own random post~

2009-02-25T06:35:00.002+08:00

nothing special~ just finish my exam~ haha~~

some times feel life so boring~ Cos~ m i not born into a rich man house~ LoL~

well~ there is alot of thing i wanna buy~ which is not expensive~ which i will think think think think think think think think think and think! till my head crack also still cant buy~ haha~

i love gundam figuring~ but~ another tot~ i own how many now also no use~ NOT ENUFF SPACE TO DISPLAY!! Damn it!

and my love for fish~ also not enuff space!!

But nvm~ No matter wad! i will work my very best! to earn alot! in future!

if i have kids i wan them not to feel the way i m feeling now!

and i can buy wad i wan and do wad i wan! all no harm to others~ no harm to myself de la~

And most important! is to help my guru build a bigger temple! and help more ppl!

BORING RITE! i feel this way 2~ too wordy liao la! =x alot of ppl say LoL

I screwed up 66% of my teenage life

2009-02-24T01:44:00.002+08:00

[x] Gotten detention.
[x] Gotten your phone taken away in class.
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[ ] Gotten caught chewing gum.
[ ] Gotten caught cheating on a test.
Total: 2

[x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times.
[x] Didn’t do homework over 5 times
[ ] Turned at least 3 projects in late
[x] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[ ] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.
Total : 5

[ ] Got your mom / dad etc. to get you out of school.
[x] Texted people during class.
[x] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher.
Total : 9

[ ] Pulled down the Fire Alarm.
[x] Went on Myspace , Facebook , Xanga , etc. on the computer at school.
[x] Took Pictures during school hours.
[x] Called someone during School hours.
[x] Listened to an iPod , CD , etc... During class.

Total : 13
[ ] Threw something at the teacher
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[ ] Broke the dress code.
[x] Failed a class.
[x] Ate food during class.
Total : 16

[x]Gotten a call from school.
[ ] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[x] Didn’t take your stuff to school.
[x] Gotten a detention and didn't go.
[ ] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking.
[ ] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear.
Total : 19

[x] Faked your parents signature
[x] Slept in class.
[ ] Cursed at a teacher to their face.
[x] Copied homework
Total: 22

MULTIPLY BY THREE : 22 X 3= 66%

Tag 20 of your friends.

Then Repost this & put the Title as "I screwed up __% of my teenage life".

random pick~

2009-02-23T06:27:00.002+08:00

Do you swear to tell the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth?
Ya.

Where were you last night?
Home.

What is today's date?
23rd feb.

Who was the last person to call you baby/babe?
hmm~ its too long ago~ im single for 1 year 1 month! yeah!

When you're at the grocery store do you use the self checkout?
go grocery buy thing ma check simi?

What is your relationship status?
single~ for 1year 1month~

Has anyone ever sang to you?
nope~

Has anyone ever given you roses?
nope~

If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
Yes~

Who do you text the most?
dont noe leh~

How do you make your money?
sell fish~~

First person to text today?
i dont noe~ think its adam reply his text

What is your favorite color?
black white red green blue~ maybe pink~

What is a compliment you receive often?
thank you!?!?!? loL

How tall are you?:
177 the last time i measure in sch?

Who was the last person to say they loved you and when?
1year few months ago~ Lol my ex-gf

Do you like your parents?
yes if they r not quarreling

Do you secretly like someone?
i dont noe who to love!?! loL EMPTINESS~ Lol

Why did your last relationship end?
got 2timed

Who was the last person you said you loved on the phone?
my ex gf la! bloody u think i so easy going till love every gal ar!

Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep?
Sleep.

Do you look more like your mom or your dad?
dad i think

How long does it take you to shower?
u think i take stop watch i to shower ar?

Can you do splits?
siao~ LoL

Are you flexible?
yes~

What did you do on New Years Eve?
count down in thekchen choling Sg~ open way for cai shen~ Lol

Was your mom there?
yes~

Can you speak any other language than English?
yes of cos

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
2hr~ i just woke up~

Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
yes~

Are you scared of flying?
wads there to scare?

What do you sleep in?
sleep in bed la! if not where ur house ar?

Who was the last person you kissed?
my mum when she was back in sg some few months ago loL

Do you like funny people or serious people?
Depends whats the situation.

What are you listening to?
nothing but i can heard the sound of sweeping from below my block~

What jewelry do you wear all the time?
ear ring?

What do you have planned for tonight?
no plan~ any pretty gal wanna date me? sms me leh~ 927767**

Is the last person you kissed older than you?
my mum leh! u say leh?

Do you prefer myspace or socialsplash?
None.

Do you have a favorite item of clothing?
Ya.

Do you like messages or comments better?
does it matter?

Last movie you saw in theaters?
K-20~

The 100 truth about myself with alot missing~ LOL~

2009-02-18T11:20:00.002+08:00

001. Real name → Shin Fee Yu Xun
002. Nickname(s)→ teddy bear,Shin Shin,tank,freak! korean boy alot more?
004. Zodiac sign → Leo
005. Male or female → Male
006. Elementary → PAP ar?
007. Middle School → Keng Seng Primary School
008. High School → Gan Eng Seng School
010. Hair color → Black
011. Long or short → short
012. Loud or Quiet → Both
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Phone with camera
015. Health freak → nope really
016. Drink or Smoke? → Drink
017. Do you have a crush on someone? Nope
018. Eat or Drink → both la!!
019. Piercings → Ear
020. Tattoos → I want to have 1 Lol

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → Ear
026. First crush → hmm~~ izzit pri 6? LoL or b4 tat 12?
027. First pet → Arowana/betta
030. First big birthday → hmm~~ its saddening!

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → now
050. Drinking → now
052. I'm about to → pack my comics rack~
053. Listening to → TV?
055. Waiting for → time to pass~

Future:
058. Want kids? → of cause!
059. Want to get married? → od cos!
060. Careers in mind → BOSS~

WHICH IS BETTER?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → average leh
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Spontaneous
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → stomach~ i got a very nice arm~
074. Sensitive or loud → Loud
075. Hook-up or relationship → relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → none

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → nah
081. Ran away from home → nah
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → nah
083. Killed somebody → nah. WTH?
084. Broken someone's heart → yes..
087. Cried when someone died → definitely

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → 95%
090. Miracles → 5%
091. Love at first sight → sort of..
092. Heaven → yup
093. Santa Claus → nope
094. Sex on the first date → nah...
095. Kiss on the first date → hmm...

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → of cos~
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → can b better~
099. Do you believe in God → i believe in Buddha!!
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people → no prob. =)

random post?

2009-02-17T06:20:00.003+08:00

woke up too early nothing better to do~ LOl~

OMG! i gonna b a nyonya!!! =x opps~

What is your salad dressing of choice?

erm~ the lobster salad i ate 4get already~

What is your favourite sit-down restaurant?

KFC!!! mac? bugerking? long john sliver~

What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?

cup noodles~ alot of brand and fav~ Lol~

What are your pizza toppings of choice?

hmm~ Ham?

What do you like to put on your toast?

kaya and butter~

**********TECHNOLOGY***************

How many television sets are in your house?

2

What colour cell phone do you have?

black and sliver~

***************BIOLOGY******************

Are you right-handed or left-handed?

Right

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?

pimple? LOL~! hair~?

What is the last heavy item you lifted?

110KG of irons did death lift with tat~ nearly death myselve~ LOL!

Have you ever been knocked unconscious?

Nope maybe i can knock ppl~

************BULLCRAPOLOGY**************

If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?

Yes~ if possible may i noe where will i rebirth also? LoL~

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?

i m already with Shin~ but my chinese name maybe can change to something better? LoL~

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?

YES! how many bottle! i also finish all! if u pay 1K per bottle!

************DUMBOLOGY******************

How many pairs of flip flops do you own?

2pair

Last person you talked to?

my brother wake him up to go work!

Last person you hugged?

hmm~ 4get already~

**************FAVOURITOLOGY****************

Season?

wad season is there in singapore?

Holiday?

all holiday! i also like~!

Day of the week?

days with sch = NO! no sch = fav day~

***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************

Missing someone?

ya but i dont noe who m i missing~

Mood?

boring~

What are you listening to?

Tsuji Shion - Sky Chord ~ Otona ni Naru Kimi he

Worrying about?

i m worrying alot of thing~

***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************

First place you went this morning?

toilet la~! go pee~ lOL

What was the last movie you saw?

think its ink heart~

********QUESTIONS*********

1) Do you always answer your phone?

of cos if not i bring out for wad?

2) It’s four in the morning and you get a text message. Who is it?

i will see den go back sleep~ den morning see again~ cos will 4get LoL~

3) If you could change your eye color, what would it be?

purple? sky blue? red? LoL i can change by wearing contact lens~ Lol

4) What flavour do you add to your drink at Sonic?

waD?

5) Do you own a digital camera?

Nope~ but my Hp is 5mp~

6) Have you ever had a pet fish?

u ask the right person who keep fish all his life~ arowana,discus,flower horn,eddy,cat fish,parrot fish,pleco aka sucker fish, guppies!, fighting fish aka betta~, lobster, crayfish,crab, shrimp,gold fish, koi, think i miss out quite alot~ some the name hard to spell~ so nv put in~ Lol~

7) Favourite Christmas song?

jingle bell?

8) What’s on your wish list for your birthday?

wah alot leh!

i wanna 100mil to help my temple.

i wanna 100mil to get wad every my guru wan! help him with his needs and want.

i wanna 100mil to help other temple in nepal!

i wanna 100mil to liberate as much animal as possible

i wanna 100mil to save air pollution

i wanna 100mil to stop animal killing!

i wan 100mil for a better living for my family

i wan to b enlighten during this life time.

9) Can you do push ups?

u wan do wad kind? i can do alot of kind~

10) Can you do a chin up?

use to can do about 18 ~ now bloody put on weight and lack of exe liao~ b loody do 1 also got problem LOL~!

11) Does the future make you more nervous or excited?

excited! cos i m ready for the future!

12) Do you have any saved texts?

some only~

13) Ever been in a car wreck?

nope~

14) Do you have an accent?

hmm? dont think so~

15) What is the last song to make you cry?

alan luo - gao xiao

16) Plans tonight?

sleep! i m very tired! cos i m having a flu~

17) Name 3 things you bought in the last week.

gaint betta! food~ and~ 4get liao~

18) Have you ever been given roses?

yes~

19) Current worry?

exam! if i fail i think i will go look for a job or NS liao Lol~

20) Current hate right now?

exam?

21) Met someone who changed your life?

My Guru~

22) How did you bring in the New Year?

i think i enjoy my new year at temple~ its fun~

23) What song represents you?

me ar~ hmm~ no idea~

24) Name three people who might complete this.

No Idea~

25) What were you doing at 12am last night?

already in my bed sleeping~

26) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?

sian~ tml got exam~ LOL~!

its being awhile~~!!!

2009-02-11T02:11:00.003+08:00

soon 1 month nv blog liao~ LoL~

this CNY have being the most fun loving yet busy and meaningful CNY of my past 20years Lol~

CNY eve when to temple help~ doing audio + recording~ and help out chai sheng to open way~ alot of ppl~ was at temple~ till about 3am go home~

1st day of CNY~ when to my uncle house to bai nian~quite boring~ cos i seldom contact my cousin bah~ Lol~

2nd day

when to temple in the morning 10am to bai nian with lama in temple~ den at 3am when over to lama's house for another round of bai nian at lama's place~ too much things happen~

one of the day when to hui bing jie place for steamboat dinner and when to Kbox~ pay $ 40 per pax~!! there is hui bing jie sherry jie janice jie~ (<

but nvm~ i sang the most~ they even wanna ban me from singing Lol~ and they tell me i noe how to sing every song they requested~

sing till 3am everybody when home~ only adam,wen hao, jing wei and me~ we when to eat mac and tok tok till 5am+ den when to wen hao place to get guitar~ and when home~ reach home about 6.30am~

den when to big brothr jimmy's place again singing~ eat~ play~ see lion dance~ big house~~

everyday party~~ skip those not so important days~

on friday~ when to prepare journey with Dzambala lorry~ when to take a huge dzambala

take zhi pai with dzambala~ refer to top~

den SAT~ when chanting for 7 big sponsors~

last stop yong kang house~ at carmicheal road~ another big house~ sing sing sing~ eat play~ tired~ go home at 12+~

sunday~

when to joanne house~ house warming~! at condo @ lorong chuan~ nice place~ have a youth meeting over there~ till 4pm~ when to help out on setting funarel "gong de tang" reach at 4.30 finish at 8~ aft tat when over to lama's place sit down tok tok~ there is joshua ivy elie allan evelyn my sis~ lama and shi niang~ hui jun jie~ sit down and talk until almost 1am den when home~ laugh till beng~ Lol~ haha~

monday fire Puja~

reach temple at 4.30~ den help set up~ do thing~ till 8pm~ go eat dinner den go fire puja~ this is a very powerful day~

aft the puja me adam and yi teng clearing the "La ji" while joshua washing the pit~ den suddenly~

the fire puja pit exploded!!!! BOOM!~! the charcoal fire like in movie like tat~ for tat instant like slow motion like tat~ the moment i put down my la ji and turn around~ talk to yi teng~ the fire puja pit just kaboom~ smoke alot~ fire sparks fly here and there~ LOl~ i will nv 4get this day~ haha~

every 1 stunted and i even stop the bloody idiot car but he bloody idiot just go over the sparks~ den i shout open the water!! quick~ den spray the place~ LoL everybody was shock~ whahahaha~

fun day~ fun incedent~ Lol

Gao Xiao - Alan Luo

2009-01-15T04:24:00.002+08:00

拿一条牙膏在对我傻笑
嘲笑我永远用不掉
想睡就睡想闹就闹
好快乐少了人唠叨、

蓝色的碗盘多买了一套
我望了没人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角
无辜的陪笑
才回让我能真的望了你的好

我在搞笑借着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑片要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然决得我可以死掉
我受不了
还在搞笑害怕回家不知怎么熬
着么多年早已习惯有你的撒娇

我想我能熬但是至少让我知道你好不好

我们的小狗
食量变好小
眼神里常常显的无聊
它喜欢睡觉的床位少了一双脚所以它常常看着门口睡不着
我在搞笑借着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑
片要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然决得我可以死掉
我受不了

lyrics still under constrution~ so abit missing~ loL~ so dont blame me!!

micheal jackson?!? u wont expect wads goin on~!

2009-01-08T03:24:00.002+08:00

found this powerful fake micheal jackson video~u wont expect wads goin on~! impressive~ Lol Enjoy~

thekchen choling singapore

2009-01-08T00:53:00.002+08:00

Founded by Singapore-born Lama Thubten Namdrol Dorje in 2001, Thekchen Choling Singapore is a Tibetan Buddhist Temple that encompasses both the Tibetan & Chinese tradition.

The temple conducts regular weekly teachings in English and Mandarin, chanting and prayer sessions.

In order to realize one of the temple's objectives to be an easily accessible place of refuge at all times of the day, Thekchen Choling is the first Tibetan Buddhist temple in Singapore to open 24 hours daily.

Some of the highlights of Thekchen Choling Singapore are: - One of the biggest Mantra Wheel in Singapore, with most mantras filled (213 million mantras).

One of the most unique lifesize Shakyamuni Buddha statue in Singapore, it is adorned with jewel ornaments as per the original traditions in Tibet and Nepal.

As a healing temple, Thekchen Choling also provides free TCM medical consulting service, acupuncture service and medicine two times a week in the temple.

The temple's social outreach program includes free medicine distribution, free meals and finance support, with emphasis for the poor and elderly.

Contact Info
Website:http://www.thekchencholing.org
Office:65 6466 3720
Location:2 Beatty Lane, Singapore 209945 Singapore, Singapore

Video of news report on vesak day biggest tangka in the whole asia~
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=21865890900&oid=14641347764

http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=14641347764#/video/video.php?v=21864605900&oid=14641347764

currently we r preparing for chinese new year to come~ alot of activity~ do come and join us~ wad religion also can~ All are Welcome~

do u guys think go temple = shao xiang bai bai? (burn joy stick pray pray?)

u r wrong! we r more den tat~ we learn dharma~ fun activity for everybody~ help the needy and poor~

most of all~ being a better and useful person~ u may think i m wasting time? but no helping others and helping the temple do make me more aware wad i m doing~ wad is right and wad is wrong~ if u r facing problem no body to tok to we have alot of listening ear~ and advice for u to face the problem~ not 1 person not 2 person is alot of ppl~ and if u r shy we do have wise ppl tok to 1 will b enuff~

and further more we r like 1 family~ ^^

back to blogging~ monday aft sch~ when home~ watch TV! till 2am~ dint sleep~ when to temple to hang prayer flag! i tell u so many ppl turn up~ lama was so happy~ and lama cook us a very delicious veg bee hoon~ toking about it make me drooling~ its so nice~ and barley for us too~ hanging everything till about 5-6pm everything is done~ den clear things up~

help to cut something~ and 7pm~ adam andrew leroy and ming yang + jing wei + nga wang when to sleep~ and there is no place to sleep~ so i meditated in the room~ for 20-30min~

aft wen hao finish the morning guru puja he came in and saw me meditating and was shock~ and den we when for coffee~ and mustafa to walk walk help ani chokyi to buy fruits for offering~

till 11am adam woke up and sms me~ we took out time walk back temple~ ming yang and andrew was gone~ meet the rest of them when for breakfast~ aft tat we when back lama ask us to pack some new mandala incease paper in 50 per pack for new year offering~ (offering mandala is the fastest way of gaining merit~ so u burn 1 pack u r gaining 50x merti!!)

we manage to pack 1 pack~ 2K piece! and we have 51 more pack to go! LoL~ let other ppl do la we very tired liao~

and we do some deng long~ and when for lunch~~ den go back do some painting~ and when home at 7pm~ dint go sch at all LoL~~ nv take mc also~~

aft reach home~ watch tv thinking of name for our youth group~ hahaha~ think + watch TV till 12am~ sleep~ till morning 7+ go sch~

2 days of sleep done in 1 day~ not enuff sia~ i wish i can help more! i wish its holiday! i wish!!! i m a millionair! so i can offer the land behind and help to build out temple bigger!

om ah hung

may all b bless~ and more ppl to join us~

BZ! y so bz?

2009-01-05T02:35:00.002+08:00

since the last time i updated~ ppl complain!! my blog too wordy~ LoL~

long conversation short say~

its the time of the year when temple is gettin bz~ chinese new year is coming tats y we r bz la~

we hang deng long~ do spring clearing~

friday when party at joshua house~ there is~ alot of ppl~ let me name them~

of cos starting with me myself and i there is~~~
joshua
ivy
wen hao
adam
ming yang
daryl
nga wang
bing qiang
lucas
leroy
yi teng
eunice
andrew
jia hui
jia xiang
jia rong
jing wei
yi xing
val
kai man
lai wan
uncle don and his wife and son~
Dr. heng
Da wei and his fren~

andrew was the 1st to get drunk at 9pm sharp~ vomitted also LoL~
folo by wen hao~ his face dam red!!! den he dont dare to play liao~~
and of cos~

ADAM is our start tat nite~ he was super drunk~ vomitted in the toilet without any help~ play guitar~ and last he when in the room~ and keep saying~ "head very pain~" "how" "i dont noe"
and when jing wei ask him who he like~ he say it out~ loud~ =x its a disclose secret~ LoL~ and video is even taken~

eunice not drunk but she vomitted and faint for sec~ when On the way to take bus with yi teng~ and bing qiang send them down~ bing qiang dont noe got do wad funny thing to her anot LOL!!!

nga wang also drunk~ keep holding my hand tell me~ " u r my best fren~" u very good to me" u r always in my heart~" and he when into joshua altar room lay there and do some wiggling dam funny~

and aft tat rest abit cant fall asleep den when out chat with joshua ivy wen hao and ming yang and andrew~ till 5.30am den go back to sleep~ when i fall asleep its already 6am~

wake up 10am~ when to temple to do spring clearing~

clear statues~ i got a poke from thousand arm chenrezig finger on my head~! aft ming yang rub of abit of the paint from the back ground~ and shouted SHIT! and i stand up! and "dang" sibei pain!! folo by ming yang and adam also kanna~

and from wad me and jing wei see on tat day~ leroy and bing qiang keep sticking to eunice~ ahhaahahaha~

and today i also found out tat andrew also like eunice~ dont noe y all of them fall for her~ was it a spell or something? hahahahaha~

eunice this little gal~ with the age of 18 going 19~ look quite sweet and frenly bah~ tats y they r going aft her lor~ LoL~ she look like sec 2 or sec 3 nia Lol~

today when to temple dint help much and when out for dinner with my sis and lama tashi.. he can speak very good chinese and english~ bring him to esplande for japanese food~ and bring him to temple~ and when he was outside i when in and tell nga wang~ there is a lama outside~
he say "ahh~ dont care la" den i say " he is my fren!". he look so happy and drag me out~ and start toking~ aft like 2-3 sentence of conversation~ he pull him into his room~ and he told me~ lama tashi village is near his village~ and also found out tat~ ken rinpoche attanden is lama tashi's cousin~ and they both r so happy~ to see ppl from their country and even village next door.. feel happy for them~ but lama tashi is going taipei on tues morning~ cant send him and he have to part with nga wang his new fren so soon~ but nvm~ he will come visit singapore again~ haha~ hopefully soon~ haha~

best wishes for lama tashi with a very good trip to taipei~ and wish to see him again soon~ ^^

again my update is wordy~ read it or close it~ its up to u~~ =p

bz week~ bz days~

2008-12-23T04:39:00.002+08:00

holiday~ but bz almost everyday~

go temple help out~ go temple chanting~~ fun, meaningful, worth the time and most importan t is i m enjoying it~~~

sat

when to temple aft tat chanting~ got a youth meeting~ till 8+ den go for dinner~ and go for movie! was late for the 1st 15-20min~! Ip Man( eep mun ) bloody hell this movie name i heard a few funny name~ I.P man L.P man LoL! i heard liao laugh till peng! LOl very nice movie~ fast move fast action~ cant miss~ LoL~

aft the movie when back center and me adam bring nga wang go mac eat~ finally he is eating back meat~ LoL~ everytime tempt him to eat meat Lol~~ and take mid nite cab back home share with adam~

sunday

aft i reach home~ i watch 射雕英雄传 till 5am and when to sleep~

i woke up at 9am to go prepare for the Guru puja at 10.30am~

and today we will have alot of elderly coming over to collect ration for them to celebrate "dong zi" eat "tang yuan" happy happy~~ and even notice there is news reporter from "lian he wan bao". coming to interview bryant for wad we r doing~ of cos~ good deed~~ hehehehe..

aft guru puja~ we when for out breakfast/lunch~ and when back center~ den me and adam got to take down 2 huge flag and its hard work~ but its worth it~~.. aft tat we when to AMK to wen hao's parents the kopi tiam~ den we eat eat~ go yishun buy something~~ den when home~ on my way home~ nelson call me~~ ask me help him check still got boon anot~(boon is a food for baby fish~) and when market bought him 1 pack and when home~ aft tat he come over for collection~ and he view my shrimp~ see liao sibei tempted to buy shrimp Lol..

aft my dad finish watching TV finally i can continue to watch my 射雕英雄传 the more i watch the more i dont wanna sleep wann finish it LoL.. its nice~

MONDAY

den 7am when to sleep~ wake up at about 2~ yao hui call me~ ask me go watch movie~ den meet him at about 4pm~ at common wealth~ den when to grand cathy~ to meet dummy aka guo long Lol~ he is late! if not we wont miss our time at 5! if not wont so late come home liao just now~ Lol

wait for guo long we nothing to do go buy ticket! bloody hell!! ITS $6 per ticket!! at grand cathy! for using NETS!! so its cheap so we catch 2 movie! twilight and Ip Man of cos~ so i dint miss the starting alredy~ completed my craze to noe the start~ nothing much but just to complete it~ ahahahah...

aft the last movie we walk to MRT~ den Yao Hui cant find his wallet~ den he say just now in the cinema i feel like got thing drop~ muz b my wallet! fk!! den he rush back! and i when to take bus!! aft 5min i reach the bus stop Msg coming in from him!! "heng sia!!!"

i reply! still inside the cinema izzit!?
so he reply back "i chiong in without giving ticket! like robbery like tat! and get back my wallet! still there".

LoL~ bloody funny~ so wait for bus~ dam long nv come~ den alot of bloody taxi driver! keep stoping by the bus stop! den when my bus coming got 4 taxi slowly stop at the bus stop! den the 1st taxi FKING high beam me!! KNNBCCB! dam du lan~ den the bus driver horn them~ and they go~ i board the bus~ and when up~ sit at the back~~~ den saw 1 uncle bloody put hand inside his shirt! and rub rub rub rub rub~ how body also rub head also rub! bloody disgusting!

lucky i got down fast~ got 1 smell also =x LoL..

when home~ and watch射雕英雄传 again~ watch till 32 liao~ whahahahaha~

tml got to go chalet~ cant watch till too late! now already 5am liao~ going for 1 last eps b4 i go sleep~ hehehehe~

dont miss me if miss me sms me~ okay? LoL~~!!(for chio bu only! guys pls dont sms me if no important thing) =x Lol~

tats all folks~

2008-12-16T03:19:00.002+08:00

due to common test and help out at my temple no time blog la~ sorry for delay in update~
nothing much on my common test. . i only know i pass my jap test with flying color~~~~ so shiok! whahahahahahahahaha..

sat6/12
learn some yoga from lama~ very power~ do liao will pai du(release poison) bang sai till gao gao~ useful sia~

and aft the yoga when to bing qiang house for house warming~ all the temple ppl got go~ enjoyable day~~ when home sibei late~

den temple~ last week got renovation~ go down help clear thing move thing~ change thing~ do alot of meaningful thing~ and mean while i enjoy myselve and gain merit for my future live~ hehehe..

14/12sunday
when to do a house call near my temple to tell them we r giving them free food like rice sugar milo all those~

when to some 1 rm flat~ see some really ke lian de auntie uncle~ going to help few house hold do some new painting for new year~ cos the condition is really bad!!

and my fren saw 1 unit inside got china women naked.. uncle come out rushing like just finish doing or half way there~~ Lol..
and 1 more !! more powerful!! my fren saw uncle walk out with tower on the **** area~ and few pair of women high heel(3).. and few women 's bra on the floor.. we suspect it to b the uncle playing 1 arrow 3 eagles LOL!!! power old needy uncle do this kind of thing!! KNN..

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same day 14/12
shi niang when in hospital to give birth~ at 7pm received news its a gal~ and plan to go visit shi niang on monday nite~ when home revision on jap~ tml jap test~

monday~
go do jap test~ do very well~~ shiok~ aft tat when to aqua star buy some thing~ spend quite alot~ sibei sian~ money lesser and lesser~ gonna bankrupt soon Lol..

aft tat when home~ sibei tired till 5+ adam sms to confirm time to visit shi niang~ hehe~~

6.30 reach temple~ meet adam~ wen hao is late~ and ming yang got the wrong info when there ahead of us~ so end up is me adam nga wang and wen hao~ take bus there~ we ask uncle pang to get us some flower and hamper to send to shi fu house on tue~ we give a quote of $80~ from TCCL youth and nga wang~ hehehehehe..

take bus there~ walk in~ see see~ the baby gal look so cute! and look so alike to shi fu and shi niang!! at there see see tok tok~~ den 9+ shi fu suggest we go eat~ and we when to TPY to eat~ dam full! as usual joshua sure order sibei alot~ and in the end cant finish is all share share de hahahaha.. can tell joshua aka shuang ge very good to us~ hehehe.. cos we help alot of thing in temple~ nv fail to help~ good rite~ ehehehehe.. good deed is the seed of good things ^^

when home almost 12 liao~ watch TV~ bath see see chat chat awhile den help my sis to read gather information den now den start to blog~ Lol.. almost 4 liao~ tired~ lack of alot alot hr of sleep~ gimme a good sleep~ too bad dont have a lover to sleep beside me =x whahahaha..

my new found love~ sakura shrimp~ trying to get some of this sibei red shrimp to keep~ they look cute!! rite!!

set up a tank with some normal 1 got some shrimplet already~ hehehe..

my betta also still same spawn waiting for them to grow up~ dont noe wad to breed next!! maybe mini clayfish~ whahahahahahahahaha~~

sorry for the long wait my dear readers~ joyce r u still reading my blog? u gone missing again ar? Lol..

kebab u sponsor me go geylang ar? LoL.. now got money i buy shrimp also wont go geylang~ knn song 1 time den no more~ buy shrimp keep at home can see longer~ got a better achivement to see them lifely in my tank~~

my 5th dec gathering and eating with FHC bros/uncles~~

2008-12-16T02:51:00.004+08:00

this is some pic i got on 5th dec 2008~ when for gathering + eat zhi cha at bedok~

this is some of the uncles/bros in the flower horn club~ enjoyable dinner + chat~

small willie me and ian

about the food~ u see b ro dave de plate u should noe~ how good izzit!!

chatting happily away~ while bro dave take picture~

bro dave take our back view while we r chatting~!

bro choas and bro black-jack~

chatting away~~

lao da kuo lou and the zhi cha owner~ ah boy~

tio snap shot~

this uncle at the most right own a luo han farm!

u see his pocket~! full of cash! ah hock and choas~

bro gila ikan~ bubblebubble~ and the big shot Moderator of AF jwtan aka barney~

bro ian, leong and lawrence aka 7 bro uncle(qi ko pei) =x whahaha

me and small willie~

Mr.blur blur! alvin loh~~!! blur aint he? =x hehehehe

primary sch question?!?

2008-12-01T18:18:00.002+08:00

Saw this funny thing and wanan share with my loyal reader!! hahaha enjoy~

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A primary school teacher was having trouble with one of her student.

The teacher asked, "Harry, what is your problem?"

Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the Primary 1.My sister is in Primary 3 and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in Primary 3 too!

"The teacher took Harry to the principal's office.
While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was.
The principal told the teacher he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the Primary 1, and behave.

The teacher agreed.Harry was brought in. The conditions were explained, and Harry agreed to take the test.

Principal: "What is 3 x 3?
"Harry: "9"

Principal: "What is 6 x 6?
”Harry: "36"?

And so it went with every question the principal thought a Primary 1 student should know. The principal looks at the teacher and tells her “I think Harry can go to Primary 3."The teacher says to the principal, "May I ask him some tougher questions?

"The principal and Harry both agree.

Teacher: "What does a cow have four of that I have only two?
"Harry: "Legs.

"Teacher: "What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?"(The principal wondered, why does she ask such a question!)
Harry: "Pockets.

"Teacher: "What does a dog do that a man steps into?
"Harry: "Pants.

"Teacher: "What's starts with a C and ends with a T, and it is hairy, oval, delicious and contains thin whitish liquid?"(The principal's e open really wide and before he could stop the answer....)Harry: "Coconut.

"Teacher: "What goes in hard and pink then comes out soft and sticky?"
Harry: "Bubblegum.

"Teacher: "What does a man do standing up, a woman do sitting down and dog do on three legs?"(The principal's e open really wide and before he could stop the answer...)
Harry: "Shake hands.

"Teacher: "Now I will ask some 'Who am I' sort of questions, okay?

"Teacher: "You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up. I get wet before you do." Who am I?Harry:
"A Tent.

"Teacher: "A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored. The best man always has me first." What am I?(Principal was looking restless and a bit tense)
Harry: "A Wedding Ring.

"Teacher: "I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow me, I feel good." What am I?
Harry: "A Nose.

"Teacher: "I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a quiver." What am I?
Harry: "An Arrow.

"Teacher: "What word starts with an 'F' and ends in 'K' that means a lot of excitement?
"Harry: "Firetruck.

"The principal breathed a sigh of relief and told the teacher, "Put this ass in Primary 6! "I got the last 10 questions all wrong myself."

report of Shin

2008-12-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

1.The person who tag you is?
huh? as for this report i saw it at jean's blog nothing to do den i copy lor

2.Your relationship with him/her?
she is my brother~ LoL

3. 5 impression him/her gives you.
Humorous, LOUD!, mad chick! frenly and most of all! PUITY(she noe wad this mean)

4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
nothing leh~ LOL

5.The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
she told me to tell her she is pretty! LOL

6.If he/she is going to be your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
eh.. physically improve cos need to change water for my fish =x LOL (dont feel sad if u read this!)

7. If she/he become your enemy, you will?
wont think will bah LoL.. i so good where will got fren become enermy de?

8. What is it you want to tell him/her now?
dont think of the past just look at the future~ for more fun and loving frenz to come ^^

9. Your overall impression of him/her is?
puity LOL

10. How do you think ppl around you will feel around you?
dont play play with this guy~ provoke him not fun =x haha..
no la~ joke is spread with me around~

11. The characters you love of yourself are?
too kind =x

12. On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are?
too kind also LoL.. ppl take advantage of me T_T

13. The most ideal person you want to be is?
if i got bill gate's wealth i like to b myself.. LOL

14. For people that care and like you, say something to them.
ppl who care about me~ thx for the care~
ppl who like me~ thx for liking me~

15.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1.joyce? LoL~ she wont blog~ she read only
2.jean? she post b4 liao.. LoL
3.adam he dont blog much =x
4. kelvin ong? my ITE nitec brother
5.alvin liew! DOG! LoL
6. royston
7. willie aka kebab( he read nia la)
8. winnie? MIA
9. sam my childhood fren
10. desmond my ITE brother

16.If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
they will make a perfect gay! LOL they dont noe each other la

17. What is no. 2 studying about?
ECC

18.When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
on sat

19.What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
think winnie will like house music? LoL

20.What is no. 10 doing now?
Schooling at ITE simei.

21. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
No he is not~ LOL

22. Does no. 1 have any pets?
dog~ m i rite? and use to keep fishes end up in the frying pan? =x

23.Are no. 1 and 5 best friends?
nope they dont noe each other~~~

24. What colour does no. 4 like?
wah! camo color he IN NS LOL

25. Where does No.9 live?
woodland area

26. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?
use have abit feeling for her but think twice better b fren cos fren better ^^.

27. Talk about something for no. 1
She is a lazy gal LOL

28. Where is no. 2 studying at?
NYP

29. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
dont think so saw each other few times nia LoL

30. What is a hobby of no. 10?
speeding with his car? LoL badminton la

31. What is the surname of no. 5?
liew!

32.Is no. 4 single?
nope gals out there sorry~ LoL .

33.Will you woo no. 3?
siao ar!! i not gay la!

34. How about 7?
as i said i m not gay LOL.

35.Does no. 6 have any siblings?
got 1 younger sister.

update!!

2008-11-28T02:08:00.005+08:00

when to pulau ubin last sunday~ to ride ride see see look look.. for our coming event this sat.. when tat with ming yang, wen hao, darly and ming yang's fren alex.. see see look look~~ Lol.. on our way back~ daryl riding behind me he say he saw 1 baby wild boar run across from my bike behind! lucky nv roll over.. if not we take back SG cook liao =x Lol..

show some pic~

On the way to Pulau ubin wad Ming Yang and daryl looking at?

this is wad they r looking at~ a big ship~

some view on the way there~

we ride ride ride~ den rain rain rain! si bei heavy! we at chek jawa.. raining take pic..

some view of the at the there raining leh..

this is the extended brigde at chek jawa.. the rain nv stop.. we ride back in the rain getting soaking wet.. dam wet.. overall ride~ good~

on the way back to main land singapore

total cost spend there~ $ 5 for boat trip total.. bike rental $6

aft we reach mainland singapore 1st stop~ when to market eat! den aft tat adam call.. den me wen hao and darly when down to bugis meet hui bing jie~ its her bday~ and was treat to sakea sushi~ we eat v little nia cos we ate liao! dam wasted =x haha.. den go home aft tat~

MONDAY

was sick dude to the dam rain!

tired.. when to take MC den go home rest~ meet nelson aft tat at about 5pm he buy boon from my house market here~~ when his place see fish scoop fish~ but scoop fish need to do work de LoL.. help him with water change~ haha.. den i see his guppy tank like v long nv wash liao LoL.. ask him change also..

the rest of the days is boring~~~ so dont need to update~

feel sad for HQ and kristin~ break off just like tat.. all those promises become empty promises liao.. get married so on so on~

LOL so how can a couple stay together long long? small matter can cost the relationship goes down the drain~ horrible relationship always ended with some 1 crying~~

ppl by thier side will have to spend time to tok to them~ listen to complaint~ haha~

lagi worst! help them out~(not i dont wanna help. help one party the other party du lan me~ dont help also one party du lan me~ )

haha. . dont noe how it goes for them liao~~~

for me~ just sit back and relax~ feel like quitting sch liao.. being studying for so many years! feel dam shag of sch liao..

stay tune~ for update~

i m wild in bed! wanna try me? =x

2008-11-25T10:54:00.001+08:00

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C • A • N • C • E • R: Most Amazing Kisser
Very high sex appeal. Great in bed!!! Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak in bed. Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 12 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

S • C • O • R • P • I • O: The Freak in Bed
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V • I • R • G • O: The Lover
Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

L • I • B • R • A • : The Bitch
Can be mean sometimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

A • R • I • E • S: The Sexiest
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to fuck with. Erotic. Funny. Take you on trips to the moon in bed. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY sexy. Loves being in long relationships.=) Addictive. Loud. best in bed. 16 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

A • Q • U • A • R • I • U • S: the strongest
Trustworthy. Sexy. professional kissers. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic and funny. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Loves music. Not a Fighter, But will Knock the fuck out of u. The best and biggest freak in bed! Strong. Considered to be a 'Spartan.' The most intelligent. falls in love too easily. Doesn't show it but is easy to hurt. 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost. perfect

G • E • M • I • N • I: passionate
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the fuck out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING.Horny. Freak in Bed. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

L • E • O: wild in bed
Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at a lot. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Loyal.Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Great when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

C • A • N • C • E • R: Most Amazing Kisser
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P • I • S • C • E • S: The Piece of ass
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high SEX appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

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T • A • U • R • U • S: The sex addict
Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as ...u no!..... Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as ......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to fuck with. Are the most sexiest people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

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wakao update!!

2008-11-16T04:03:00.005+08:00

my rack b4 and aft~ this 5min b4 the rack is reracked..

this is the pic aft bro nelson,big willie & small willie help me out with the reracking~

Thx to them i got a neater setup~ thx brothers~

visit to uncle seng farm~!
fish caught sun tanning!! dam cute~

introducing Fa Fu long! its a deform fish~ but nice~ =x

green masking~ nice~

uncle seng Farm like those thailand farm? LoL~

jarring betta~~

bro small willie and bro nelson looking for treasure!!

gold dragon from uncle seng~

the halfmoon i bought from uncle seng~~

visit to Ah Hai Farm rite aft uncle seng farm~

very big~

massive set up 1

massive setup 2 the other side

bro big willie choosing fish~

AH!! THIS ONE I WAN!!!!

most expensive fish!! OMG Red dragon~!!

Natural looking tank for baby betta(fighting fish) fries~

Sorry so long nv update my blog.. due 2 some lack of time problem~ =x LoL
or can say my time management no good =x haha..

when gym few days~ on friday when to play bball~ injured my left arm~ due 2 over use maybe~ lift too much weight liao.. den when take rebound on friday got ppl jump not high enuff den pull the ball aft i hold it.. and i notice my right hand is totally not in use when i defence.. too long nv play bball liao la.. but left hand along can reject ppl get rebound and even can back fire ppl~ very good liao la.. LoL..

sorry to bro adam.. dint make it to meet up with u guys sorry man~ feel bad sia.. gonna meet u guys this coming thur..

stay tune folk~ update when i free~~

so far only 1 gal register for my GF nia =x Lol.. Jolene! dont feel sad.. u still got chance =x whahahahahahahahahahaha.. =x

thx to jean reminding me 2 update LoL.. thx brother~ whahaha..

sat shag day~

2008-11-02T05:35:00.002+08:00

last nite slept at 5am~ wake up at 8+ in the morning~ going for animal liberation again~ reach there~ my sis go put her car to service~ den take other brother car go there~ today my real brother when to join us for animal liberation also.. cos he say he very suay this few days~ lost his N95 8GB on the bus! and pay tio eat 2k+ as wad i heard from him~ so very few ppl go today~~ 16 ppl release! 2.5tons of ham lala zhutzhut clam muscle~ power~~ dam tired!~~!! den my sis and bro always see each other not happy~ wad my brother say my sister sure say him lan jiao wei 1!! den i suay suay always tio they kpkb say each other lan jiao wei!! just feel like moving out of my house ar! father mother kpkb brother sister also kpkb! wad m i going to do!?!?!?! i wanna move i wanna move i wanna move!!!

OH LORD BUDDHA!! pls let me strike TOTO!! group 1 only i tio!! pls pls!! i promise to b a good boy!!! pls let me strike!!

aft animal liberation i when home and go down bukit batok to meet my new fren elwin~ got to noe him from one of my sch fren~ he interest in betta also~ so bring him around show him some good grade betta~ but the 1 i wanna show him was sold!! LoL~ den when to clementi see see~ look look~ den when home~ feel sick~! when to sleep at 10 den wake up at 1am! cant sleep till now! and i found out tat! 1 of my flower horn is death!!!!! KNN my brother the idoit!! go buy lobster put into the tank!! and its not small lobster! its big lobster!! !! fk fk fk fk fk fk!!! the flower horn cost more den tat dam lobster!! and its death!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dam dam dam dam dam DU LAN AR!!! fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk!! i wanna clear 1 of my spawn for my flower horn liao!!!!!!!! if not all die i cry ar!!! fk fk fk fk fk!! think i better get going to sleep! dam tired!!

and my dog when for hair cut~ now botak liao loL~~~

kind of boring~~~

2008-10-31T01:05:00.002+08:00

finally i m back~ blogging~ out of boring-ness~~

read a bro blog~ seems like he got problem with love~~ haha~ hope he can get thru this period of time~

1st ly~
Love.. to me saying the word "i love u" to somebody means i really do, if not i wont even wanna say it.

2ndly
for me loving some 1 is giving her love(care, concern, mentel surport, talk her thru when she is stress, bring her for dinner{not too expensive} noeing tat i will always b there for her, and of cos respect and love her)

3rdly
gals like to go for Look & Moeny~ so guys like me and some bro. look average~ money not alot~ we r out of categary liao la!!

4thly
the gal u love will nv love u. life is not like movie~ happy ending always~

5th!!and last!
no matter how much u love a gal, if time aft time she is still not looking at u i think we better change our direction towards her take a "U" turn go other place find a gal tat noe wad u do for them and wont compliant, noe how u feel about them and love u as wad u r how u look wad u do,

for me!
to look for GF i m tired.. let the rite gal come to me herselve bah..

so for now just sit back and relax~ enjoy my hobby and go gym play some bball enjoy life~ maybe can find some gals with the same hobby de hor LoL.. hopefully~~~~~~~

tats all folks~ got sch tml early~ muz sleep liao if not 2week pon friday lesson liao will die =x LOL..

nothing to do in sch!

2008-10-30T11:38:00.002+08:00

whole week need to bring lap top to sch~ so can use during break~ nothing to do~ learn how to type japanese with my com! hehe~ very fun~ some thing dont even noe wad i m typing =x hehe~

わたしわしんです

どぞよろしくございます

本とにたいへんです!

im shin
nice 2 meet u
really diffcult!

just post like tat la for now~ tonite go home post again~

さよならみんさん
good bye everyone

whaa!! shiok~

2008-10-24T04:32:00.002+08:00

just change my phone~ to SAMSUNG F480~ very handy photo~ and get use to the msg typing in less den 1hr~ 1st time owning 1 samsung phone! 5mp camera~ whahaha.. shiok~

jap class~
class dont have chio bu abit sian~ but nvm~ i wanna learn jap v long liao~ and the sensei teach us number counting from 1-100.. which i already noe few years back~ do m y own study~ haha.. den when come to 100 = hyaku~ the guy read hayaku(faster) which make the whole class laugh~ even china study also laugh! maybe they watch jap porn alot tat make them understand tat also haha..

from monday till now only skip 1 lesson~ haha i m so guai rite~ whahaha.. but still find my time very hard to cope with~ no break nvm! but y till 6!!

wed and today both day no break at all! from 9-3 and 8-3! both day very sian~ but lucky today lesson got jap class which i m interested in~ haha~

feel like skipping last lesson tml~ cos think got about 2hr break b4 the lesson sibei sian de leh!! haiz~~~

blogging~

2008-10-22T03:55:00.003+08:00

OH MY BUDDHA!!

my parents is back in sg!! finally they r back~ for a few month! maybe till next year dont noe when~ LoL~

tat means! NO running of lesson any more! sleep late go sch tio scold! pocket money~!!($10 aday!)enuff meh? LoL.. but if my mum got cook its enuff~!!

i dont need to do so much house work liao~!~!~!~! maybe also got ppl can help me feed fish~! LOl~!!

last sunday~ its jessy bday~! when to watch movie with her and her frenz~

Butterful lover! its nice give 4.5/5star to it~! funny yet loving but sad ending~

bought her present~ hope she really do like it~ dint when to dinner with her due 2 some reason~ go home~ Lol.. den at nite 9+ go watch movie with HQ and kristin~ watch
MAX PAYNE
the story abit confusing but the grahpic is nice~ but overall i give 3.4/5 star

monday~
when sch~ wif a fking heavy laptop~ den go for lesson~ and study study study~ on laptop do this do tat~! chat with frenz~ and go home at 4~ aft tat go dinner with my mum dad and sis at crystal jade @holland V~ very nice palce~ 4 person eat 12 dish~ and some mango pudding~ and herbal jelly~ all is about $120SGD~ worths eating~ aft tat go temple see see look look~ my mum donated 1k to temple for the land~ woohoo~!

and i when 2 disturb gyan la and go home sleep~

tues
go sch with heavy laptop again~ when to lesson at9 ~ 2hr lesson den break 1hr~ 3hr lesson~~ but due 2 network problem teacher release early~ 12+ go liao~ den my next lesson is at 4! sibei sian slack awhile in sch den go home liao~ nv go for last lesson~!

go home eat change water~ and bath sleep~!!

12+ wake up~ knn~ till noe haven sleep~ think i better go sleep liao if not tml die liao~ lesson from9-4 no break at all! sibei sian 1 leh~!!! knn~ only looking forward to my jap class on thu nia!! haha~ but aft tat also no break till 4pm den go home!! knn!! i hate friday!! until 6 den go home! fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk~~

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~

abit boring leh!!

sch reopen liao~

2008-10-17T03:57:00.003+08:00

dam sian~ diff class diff ppl~ go in the class like monster~ LoL~

so far the class i join most of the time~ i tok to 2 ppl only~ think i got 3-4 diff class Lol..

leave me no choice~ monday skip lesson aft 12~ thur bth till 6 got 2.30hr break when home~ for the last lesson wed attend all the lesson~ thur feel sick~ attend japanese class only~ go home sleep~ sick like hell~~ just on monday~ my nose bleed again~ this time got timing~ its about 11min i time with my phone time~ 1 whole soup bowl of blood~

dont noe y i dint eat much heaty thing~ and i drink alot cooling thing~(liang teh,barley...) dont noe y just keep bleeding lor~

will i die? LoL

suddenly feel empty again~ but i noe i still got thing to do~ haha~ change fish water~ feed them look at them~ beautiful fishes~ alot alot alot~~ haha.. keeping them healthy is 1 big achivement~ cos not everybody can do it~ and it take some skill and study on it~ haha..

abit sian of study~ feel like go army geng 8-5.. =x LoL den i still can take care of my fishes~ a little head count dont~ 7x liao the number is abit scary i noe~ cant help ot~ just love it~

maybe i can find a GF tat like my fishes 2~ haha~ but where 2 find~ not bad looking gals tat like fish? LOL

any gals who like my fishes,own fishes~ and like me pls register urself at my tag board~

bz week~ everyweek~

sian ar~~ really no time for alot of thing ar~ how good would it b if i m richer~ can buy some land~~~~~ whooo hoo~~~ song liao~~

sch reopen~

2008-10-13T03:42:00.003+08:00

its almost 4am soon~ and my lesson start at 1 0am later on~ OMG~

aft sch reopen i will have very little time for everything!! and how i wish 1 day got got 48hr! cos 24hr is not enuff!!

i wanna sleep~ but cant sleep~!! fk man!!

sleeping disorder! + friday morning update =x

2008-10-10T06:41:00.003+08:00

OMG i m having sleeping disorder~ shit man~

came home from teaching at 12+ b4 tat at 10+ have dinner with wen hao,yi xin,iris and alvin ah jie..(ah jie means jie jie~) alot alvin fren -_-' ' '

and later gyan la join us for dinner..

when i reach home i saw my bro de laguage.. 2 bag weighing about 20-21KG each! knn so many eqipment for his work! den he alone take to airport!

and he is itchy in the ass! he noe he got to flight to catch at 5am.. and he fking go and drink! and came home 3+ fking drunk! wtf man! he hug the toilet bowl for almost 30min sleepin there -_-' ' ' oh my gosh~ wad is he doing! aft 30min feel like shitting. go drag him out of the toilet b4 i can do my busniess~ aft tat 4.30! i wake him up and get him ready to go~ i have 2 call a cab for him somemore -_- aft tat i have 2 carry his 2 laguega down for him! lucky not very far the cab stop -_-

feel so depanded on -_-' ' ' an lazy sister and -_- brother~ and i m the younger~ lucky my 2nd sis not in SG if not i think i got 3 ppl to take care of -_-

and i m really glad 2 have a place of my own~! no ppl disturb!

less communication~ less misunderstanding~ less bustard ppl! less ppl let me see their face liao make me buay song~ less anger~

but i only wish for normal meal~ and simple life~ but of cos i wan 1 thing more~ more LAND for me to build my home and farm and plant my crops~ fish cow horse sheep pig chicken duck and dog~ i wanna return to nature~ protect animal love animal~ if there is human without greed and harmful mind are welcome to my place..

modern HUMAN ar~ y all so much problem 1!!

i m a simple person u gimme respect i give u back~ wad u gimme i will return it 2 u..

if u provoke me prepare for something u nv expect! if u got a problem with me get the fk out of my blog~ or if u dont like wad u see fking get a life and get lost..

i hate loser tat dont dare leave name and hide behind computer~ and there is alot of them in this world~!

but nvm they r childish loser~ and if i see 1 i will give dem a hell yeah!!
dont care his father mother wad police or gangster wad big company boss!~ fk off~

_|_(o.0)_|_ or t(o.0t)
if u cant see this clearly ask me 2 show u personally!

life sux..

2008-10-07T23:24:00.003+08:00

today
sian sch starting soon.. aft this morning blog dint get to sleep also.. watch some anime and movie~ and almost 1pm when to visit fish shop~ haha.. i was wondering should i get a arowana or luohan? but i also feel like getting tetra alot of tetra.. tat will make a very beautiful tank of fishes~ haha.. or maybe get some other fish~ hehe.. dont noe la..

and i when for lunch~ walk the whole place.. dont noe wad 2 eat.. eating seems 2 b a problem now 2 me.. i really dont noe wad 2 eat.. i dont noe wad to crave for anymore.. anything cheap and can fell up my tummy is good enuff bah.. but still alot of thing to choose from.. meat mince noodle is my last choose la.. ate tat.. haha..

aft tat when walk walk den bought a 1ft+ tank.. gonna use it for breeding.. i like fancy colour betta.. and so do i like solid colour betta.. so gonna breed both lor haha.. trying to breed the red dragon bro kebab gave me.. but dont seems like it.. it stop making bubble nest.. so got to wait abit more bah.. muz get it breed out.. if not it will b a let down to bro kebab..

at about 4+ when to take a nap.. as u can see i dint sleep last nite.. wake up at about 6+.. wake up like so blur like tat.. i dont noe wad i m doing also.. walk out 1st thing to do see my fish~ and like wow~~ some nice fish i have haha.. OMG!!!

den wash up~ and i m thinking of spawning the gold dragon!! this is a muz spawn piece.. my craving for a full masked gold dragon! tat would b a dream come true.. haha.. now put them into condition mood.. LoL

7+ gonna go get dinner.. my bloody sister ask her to treat i buy she dont 1.. den i bought my own food.. aft tat she say "eh cook me the tom yam noodle.." i say u go wash the dish i cook.. den she say she bz.. ask her to wash the dish for me to cook for her leh! its not me gonna use the dish! fking cb.. den i say okay i wash 1 for u 2 cook and u wash the rest aft u finish ur food..! and i wash it and cook it.. bloody hell. she wanna eat ask me cook i muz wash the dish somemore.. wad the fk is tat..

if my sister is not so fk up how good would it b? too bad she dont wanna get married.. fking hell spoil my mode everything.. ask me do this do tat..

hello! i m not paid to do thing for u! feel like slapping her face so hard so hard tat my mum cant tell its her!!

some time thinking of thing make me angry.. and will even have a nose bleed..! boiling point~ and i think my nose bleed is becos i have too much thing to get mad over and too much thing to do at home.. all the house work also i do.. haiz.. damit!

how i wish i can have my own flat.. own house~ own room own life!! its too lifeless here.. i need to take care of my dog.. which belong to my sister.. and do every fking thing in the house.. FK this life man!! if i can move out! gimme 1 room will do!! inside my room! my fishes and my computer~ and 1 bed! tats all 1 wish for now!

some times really wish 2 have a simple life.. but this world ppl around u r pushing u so hard to make u nuts! no wonder there is so many mad ppl in this world!

i cant release my anger some time feel so bad! feel so pain deep inside..

maybe normally u dont see me get angry over things big or small.. and i m always having a smile on my face.. but life is hard.. for me.. jsut trying to b a simple person and i dont wanna push ppl hard.. even i have all the rite to get angry i just calm myself down.. cos i dont wanna hurt anybody..

maybe i will die young or when crazy!
taking care of others i m find with tat.. but dont rely on other ppl 2 much!
i got my life 2.. all i wan now is 2 b alone.. care about nothing.. just live my life.. maybe u can gimme a farm with a room with my computer~ maybe also an air con~ woot~ simple life~ for me tats enuff.. i dont wish for lots of money! i dont wish for a hot sexy wife.. i dont wish for me being a well known person..

some time the pace of life is just 2 face bah.. it make me wanna go into some where with slow pace and quiet place.. live my life there~ spending my life with in the nature~ walk a dog~ breed my fish~

if not how i wish i m death! pls dont push me 2 hard! pls spread a tot for me 2..

writing things here release abit abit of my anger! but still not much at all..

ok abit but still..

2008-10-07T09:31:00.002+08:00

monday~
today wake up quite early~ SMS and call spamming spamming~~ cos i was giving away about 9 betta later the aftnoon.. when to pick up my thing from bro alvin loh~ and when for lunch~ buy toto for my sis~ when home.. aft tat wait for some bro to come over to collect the free betta~ 2 bro turn up and give them the fish~ chat abit~

aft tat tio ppl down my reputation point in the AF forum.. and the reason is becos.. tat bloody bastard is a moderator wanna be.. trying too hard liao la.. if i see him i swear i will 100% whack him till his mum dont noe him.. knn..

i set up a thread for some bro/sis to go get some cheap and nice fish.. and hao xin ren hen nan zhuo.. (kind hearted ppl hard to be)

every where there is bastard around.. so the guy wo down my reputation point is an 100% + garenttee chop~ is 1 bastard.. well known for a moderator wanna be.. basket..

when to bro sen jie house for betta viewing.. for sure his fish is good.. but he die die dont let go the female.. so i sian diao.. no point to buy.. aft tat when to clementi just to buy 1 bottle of fish food~ not very big~~ but guess wads the price~ $11~ haha.. walk walk see see~ den when home~

9+ feel very tired.. when in my room den i was on my bed~ suddenly fall asleep~ den wake up at 3.33am~

feed my fishes~ and do water chage for them~ and even take pic of my new rack~ hehe..

aft tat just few min ago my nose bleed again~ this time not much~ lucky..

heres some picture~

gonna die soon..

2008-10-06T05:22:00.002+08:00

its being days~ my nose bleeding starting again.. wondering will i die?

wake up bleed~ bath come out b4 going out bleed.. come home bleed..

head feel so dizzy.. gonna explode.. and some more my dumb ass sister kpkb ask do this do tat.. knn.. feel like smacking her face with something hard! she is so lucky she is my sis not my brother! if not sure in hospital liao..

when to bought a rack at ikea today to put my fishes~ lucky my brother and his frenz help me to fix the rack up! if not dont noe will bleed again anot! my collection have increase.. alot liao dont dare to count! 100% more den 40 for the adult~ if add in my babys i think more den 200-300 bah =x

sat..
got 16 free beautiful fish from bro kebab.. red dragon gold dragon~ copper mg female male~ all together 16 fishes~ take bus 176 from bukit batok to bukit merah~ Lol.. 1hr trip the fish is on my leg the whole trip.. scare they will drop and die! very heavy.. muz breed his fish ar~~ if not i will let bro kebab down~ cos his fish power 1.. now trying to breed 2 pair from him~ haha hope can see eggs asap haha..

bz bz bz days

2008-10-04T02:40:00.003+08:00

lazy to update my past week~ just have being running around whole SG.. buy thing meet new frenz.. get new fish~ get tank~ get this and tat~

Only update today

friday~

morning wake up dam early~ craving for loh mee~ cos thur dint get to eat any~ reach there close liao~ sell very fast cos v nice Lol.. today my sis drove me there~ she let me down and go order~ den reach there~ order~ my sis go park car~ den 1 man walk over to order~ the auntie tell him! no more loh mee~ prawn noodle got la~! the man sian ke~ Lol~ auntie tell me ah boy ar~ lucky u reach here last 2 bowl nia~ give u extra topping~ haha~ i ate tat loh mee since i was so so young~ haha..the auntie uncle all noe me~

my sis told me nv bring wallet in the car~ i treat her eat~ den aft tat i when to see fish~ nv buy~ den meet my sis she go buy TOTO borrow money from me buy~~ den my sis wanna go get some thing at watson~ so when there~ she rmb her wallet this time~

get down walk in to watson~ she grab her thing~ den i saw the hair dye section~ i say to her~ "eh $10! the toto money~ i wanna buy thing~ grab a HOYU ash gray hair dye~ and pay~! den go home!

str8 dye my hair~ aft 30min go wash hair~ KNN!! its not gray loh! its brown!! du lan sian diao~~ hai nvm~ dye again some other time! lucky its spread evenly on my hair the colour~ den henderson market fish shop auntie sms me tell me got new fish~ den go buy some~ aft tat str8 home~

watch D.gray man last eps den when out to temple~ reach temple at almost 5~ den help out to do some packaging~ tml got thing on~ den when eat eat drink drink tok tok with adam and wen hao~

and got 1 new dog~ ppl abandon there de~ its so cute~ just look like amita~ and her name is dzambala~ haha.. maybe can upload some pic haha..

this is dzambala and the big 1 is amita~ they r dam cute~ hehe.. love them~ they love me 2 haha..

den 11+ take bus reach home at about 12.. den go forum post abit den bath~ den blog den chat~~

tml going temple again~ lama is back from china~

星座統計出爐～真的很準唷！

2008-10-04T01:54:00.001+08:00

星座統計出爐～真的很準唷！

Q 1：什麼星座的人最情緒化？
第 1名處女座 1,573 票 17% 第 7名牡羊座 613 票 6%
第 2名巨蟹座 1,021 票 11% 第 8名金牛座 605 票 6%
第 3名雙魚座 958 票 10% 第 9名射手座 598 票 6%
第 4名雙子座 810 票 8% 第10名天秤座 559 票 6%
第 5名天蠍座 792 票 8% 第11名獅子座 501 票 5%
第 6名水瓶座 661 票 7% 第12名魔羯座 364 票 4%

Q 2：什麼星座的人最有異性緣？
第 1名獅子座 2,001 票 28% 第 7名牡羊座 529 票 7%
第 2名天秤座 746 票 10% 第 8名水瓶座 342 票 4%
第 3名雙魚座 652 票 9% 第 9名金牛座 293 票 4%
第 4名雙子座 595 票 8% 第10名巨蟹座 278 票 3%
第 5名天蠍座 568 票 8% 第11名魔羯座 249 票 3%
第 6名射手座 564 票 8% 第12名處女座 198 票 2%

Q 3：哪個星座的女生最難追？
第 1名處女座 2,329 票 23% 第 7名金牛座 720 票 7%
第 2名天蠍座 1,426 票 14% 第 8名射手座 566 票 5%
第 3名魔羯座 862 票 8% 第 9名天秤座 509 票 5%
第 4名雙子座 807 票 8% 第10名巨蟹座 452 票 4%
第 5名水瓶座 780 票 7% 第11名牡羊座 399 票 3%
第 6名獅子座 768 票 7% 第12名雙魚座 398 票 3%

Q 4：哪個星座的人神經最大條？
第 1名射手座 1,109 票 22% 第 7名水瓶座 332 票 6%
第 2名牡羊座 680 票 13% 第 8名魔羯座 305 票 6%
第 3名獅子座 464 票 9% 第 9名天秤座 278 票 5%
第 4名雙魚座 436 票 8% 第10名處女座 257 票 5%
第 5名金牛座 402 票 8% 第11名巨蟹座 219 票 4%
第 6名雙子座 338 票 6% 第12名天蠍座 191 票 3%

Q 5：哪個星座的人說話最毒？
第 1名天蠍座 2,693 票 27% 第 7名水瓶座 650 票 6%
第 2名雙子座 1,121 票 11% 第 8名牡羊座 637 票 6%
第 3名處女座 1,031 票 10% 第 9名天秤座 457 票 4%
第 4名射手座 848 票 8% 第10名金牛座 408 票 4%
第 5名獅子座 704 票 7% 第11名雙魚座 357 票 3%
第 6名魔羯座 674 票 6% 第12名巨蟹座 354 票 3%

Q 6：什麼星座的人最不喜歡受拘束？
第 1名射手座 1,864 票 24% 第 7名天蠍座 371 票 4%
第 2名水瓶座 1,720 票 22% 第 8名巨蟹座 358 票 4%
第 3名雙子座 811 票 10% 第 9名雙魚座 301 票 4%
第 4名獅子座 516 票 6% 第10名處女座 214 票 2%
第 5名天秤座 495 票 6% 第11名魔羯座 211 票 2%
第 6名牡羊座 475 票 6% 第12名金牛座 163 票 2%

Q 7：什麼星座的人最專情？
第 1名魔羯座 2,366 票 27% 第 7名水瓶座 407 票 4%
第 2名處女座 1,059 票 12% 第 8名雙魚座 393 票 4%
第 3名天蠍座 932 票 10% 第 9名牡羊座 376 票 4%
第 4名金牛座 929 票 10% 第10名射手座 374 票 4%
第 5名巨蟹座 772 票 8% 第11名天秤座 359 票 4%
第 6名獅子座 436 票 4% 第12名雙子座 329 票 3%

Q 8：哪個星座的人最懶惰？
第 1名射手座 682 票 16% 第 7名雙子座 296 票 7%
第 2名金牛座 620 票 15% 第 8名牡羊座 261 票 6%
第 3名雙魚座 428 票 10% 第 9名天蠍座 222 票 5%
第 4名天秤座 343 票 8% 第10名巨蟹座 221 票 5%
第 5名獅子座 316 票 7% 第11名魔羯座 201 票 4%
第 6名水瓶座 314 票 7% 第12名處女座 191 票 4%

Q 9：哪個星座的人最癡情？
第 1名獅子座 1,771 票 17% 第 7名牡羊座 669 票 6%
第 2名雙魚座 1,481 票 15% 第 8名處女座 604 票 6%
第 3名巨蟹座 1,091 票 11% 第 9名水瓶座 437 票 4%
第 4名魔羯座 1,023 票 10% 第10名射手座 427 票 4%
第 5名天蠍座 1,017 票 10% 第11名天秤座 284 票 2%
第 6名金牛座 791 票 8% 第12名雙子座 259 票 2%

Q10：哪個星座的人最愛吃醋？
第 1名獅子座 1,704 票 29% 第 7名魔羯座 246 票 4%
第 2名天蠍座 1,373 票 23% 第 8名牡羊座 220 票 3%
第 3名處女座 439 票 7% 第 9名雙子座 189 票 3%
第 4名巨蟹座 438 票 7% 第10名水瓶座 182 票 3%
第 5名金牛座 371 票 6% 第11名天秤座 181 票 3%
第 6名雙魚座 302 票 5% 第12名射手座 171 票 2%

Q11：哪個星座的人最獨立？
第 1名天蠍座 607 票 14% 第 7名處女座 269 票 6%
第 2名魔羯座 605 票 14% 第 8名雙子座 261 票 6%
第 3名水瓶座 534 票 12% 第 9名金牛座 236 票 5%
第 4名獅子座 528 票 12% 第10名天秤座 186 票 4%
第 5名射手座 495 票 11% 第11名巨蟹座 133 票 3%
第 6名牡羊座 308 票 7% 第12名雙魚座 115 票 2%

Q12：哪個星座的人最愛睡？
第 1名天秤座 884 票 12% 第 7名射手座 528 票 7%
第 2名雙魚座 799 票 11% 第 8名水瓶座 479 票 6%
第 3名雙子座 759 票 10% 第 9名處女座 452 票 6%
第 4名金牛座 747 票 10% 第10名天蠍座 422 票 5%
第 5名巨蟹座 600 票 8% 第11名魔羯座 415 票 5%
第 6名獅子座 550 票 7% 第12名牡羊座 399 票 5%

Q13：哪個星座的人最易犯桃花？
第 1名射手座 2,069 票 18% 第 7名獅子座 588 票 5%
第 2名水瓶座 1,696 票 14% 第 8名牡羊座 491 票 4%
第 3名天秤座 1,445 票 12% 第 9名魔羯座 404 票 3%
第 4名雙子座 1,437 票 12% 第10名金牛座 366 票 3%
第 5名雙魚座 1,365 票 11% 第11名處女座 366 票 3%
第 6名天蠍座 925 票 8% 第12名巨蟹座 342 票 2%

Q14：哪個星座的人最沒有安全感？
第 1名雙魚座 1,080 票 15% 第 7名天秤座 519 票 7%
第 2名雙子座 932 票 13% 第 8名水瓶座 429 票 6%
第 3名巨蟹座 793 票 11% 第 9名金牛座 376 票 5%
第 4名射手座 722 票 10% 第10名魔羯座 339 票 4%
第 5名處女座 598 票 8% 第11名獅子座 318 票 4%
第 6名天蠍座 542 票 7% 第12名牡羊座 281 票 4%

Q15：哪個星座的人得失心最重？
第 1名天蠍座 827 票 16% 第 7名雙魚座 300 票 6%
第 2名獅子座 760 票 15% 第 8名水瓶座 298 票 6%
第 3名處女座 665 票 13% 第 9名牡羊座 282 票 5%
第 4名魔羯座 440 票 8% 第10名天秤座 275 票 5%
第 5名巨蟹座 329 票 6% 第11名射手座 241 票 4%
第 6名金牛座 319 票 6% 第12名雙子座 219 票 4%

Q16：哪個星座的人最幽默？
第 1名雙子座 1,122 票 18% 第 7名獅子座 372 票 6%
第 2名射手座 1,072 票 17% 第 8名天蠍座 336 票 5%
第 3名水瓶座 624 票 10% 第 9名雙魚座 305 票 4%
第 4名巨蟹座 596 票 9% 第10名魔羯座 217 票 3%
第 5名牡羊座 585 票 9% 第11名處女座 204 票 3%
第 6名天秤座 562 票 9% 第12名金牛座 189 票 3%

Q17：哪個星座的人最不容易說出內心的話？
第 1名天蠍座 1,037 票 19% 第7名金牛座 353 票 6%
第 2名水瓶座 757 票 14% 第 8名雙魚座 264 票 5%
第 3名魔羯座 594 票 11% 第 9名天秤座 259 票 4%
第 4名處女座 434 票 8% 第10名射手座 258 票 4%
第 5名巨蟹座 426 票 8% 第11名獅子座 247 票 4%
第 6名雙子座 404 票 7% 第12名牡羊座 171 票 3%

Q18：哪個星座的人最愛腳踏兩條船？
第 1名雙子座 1,204 票 21% 第 7名獅子座 302 票 5%
第 2名水瓶座 1,000 票 17% 第 8名天蠍座 290 票 5%
第 3名射手座 828 票 14% 第 9名牡羊座 188 票 3%
第 4名天秤座 499 票 8% 第10名巨蟹座 143 票 2%
第 5名雙魚座 499 票 8% 第11名魔羯座 143 票 2%
第 6名處女座 491 票 8% 第12名金牛座 134 票 2%

Q19：哪個星座的人最夠朋友？
第 1名天蠍座 1,908 票 22% 第 7名天秤座 486 票 5%
第 2名巨蟹座 1,058 票 12% 第 8名雙子座 410 票 4%
第 3名獅子座 852 票 10% 第 9名金牛座 374 票 4%
第 4名射手座 803 票 9% 第10名魔羯座 370 票 4%
第 5名水瓶座 790 票 9% 第11名雙魚座 349 票 4%
第 6名牡羊座 585 票 7% 第12名處女座 327 票 3%

Q20：哪個星座的男生最被動？
第 1名金牛座 918 票 15% 第 7名水瓶座 412 票 6%
第 2名魔羯座 770 票 13% 第 8名天蠍座 406 票 6%
第 3名處女座 766 票 12% 第 9名射手座 330 票 5%
第 4名巨蟹座 663 票 11% 第10名獅子座 246 票 4%
第 5名天秤座 481 票 8% 第11名牡羊座 233 票 3%
第 6名雙魚座 481 票 8% 第12名雙子座 209 票 3%

Q21：哪個星座的人最喜歡流浪？
第 1名射手座 1,043 票 30% 第 7名牡羊座 176 票 5%
第 2名水瓶座 607 票 17% 第 8名魔羯座 151 票 4%
第 3名雙子座 368 票 10% 第 9名獅子座 139 票 4%
第 4名雙魚座 240 票 7% 第10名金牛座 113 票 3%
第 5名天蠍座 196 票 5% 第11名巨蟹座 92 票 2%
第 6名天秤座 195 票 5% 第12名處女座 90 票 2%

Q22：哪個星座的人最重視朋友？
第 1名水瓶座 1,279 票 15% 第 7名天秤座 530 票 6%
第 2名處女座 1,246 票 15% 第 8名獅子座 504 票 6%
第 3名魔羯座 1,081 票 13% 第 9名雙子座 423 票 5%
第 4名巨蟹座 846 票 10% 第10名金牛座 383 票 4%
第 5名射手座 665 票 8% 第11名雙魚座 374 票 4%
第 6名天蠍座 534 票 6% 第12名牡羊座 370 票 4%

Q23：哪個星座的人最不喜歡上課？
第 1名射手座 968 票 19% 第 7名獅子座 314 票 6%
第 2名巨蟹座 851 票 16% 第 8名天秤座 299 票 5%
第 3名雙子座 504 票 10% 第 9名天蠍座 286 票 5%
第 4名水瓶座 491 票 9% 第10名金牛座 214 票 4%
第 5名雙魚座 380 票 7% 第11名處女座 212 票 4%
第 6名牡羊座 318 票 6% 第12名魔羯座 199 票 3%

Q24：哪個星座男生最容易落淚？
第 1名雙魚座 1,164 票 26% 第 7名雙子座 208 票 4%
第 2名巨蟹座 689 票 15% 第 8名金牛座 196 票 4%
第 3名處女座 674 票 15% 第 9名射手座 190 票 4%
第 4名天蠍座 269 票 6% 第10名魔羯座 187 票 4%
第 5名天秤座 261 票 5% 第11名牡羊座 173 票 3%
第 6名水瓶座 236 票 5% 第12名獅子座 132 票 3%

Q25：哪個星座的人最悲觀？
第 1名處女座 750 票 17% 第 7名天秤座 263 票 6%
第 2名雙魚座 718 票 16% 第 8名水瓶座 185 票 4%
第 3名巨蟹座 599 票 14% 第 9名雙子座 122 票 2%
第 4名魔羯座 568 票 13% 第10名牡羊座 121 票 2%
第 5名天蠍座 390 票 9% 第11名獅子座 109 票 2%
第 6名金牛座 316 票 7% 第12名射手座 98 票 2%

Q26：哪個星座的人最八卦？
第 1名雙子座 783 票 20% 第 7名處女座 251 票 6%
第 2名天秤座 500 票 12% 第 8名雙魚座 229 票 5%
第 3名射手座 360 票 9% 第 9名金牛座 228 票 5%
第 4名魔羯座 356 票 9% 第10名獅子座 221 票 5%
第 5名水瓶座 276 票 7% 第11名牡羊座 199 票 5%
第 6名天蠍座 271 票 7% 第12名巨蟹座 184 票 4%

Q27：哪個星座最會表現'曖昧不明'的關係？
第 1名雙魚座 885 票 16% 第 7名金牛座 391 票 7%
第 2名天秤座 697 票 12% 第 8名處女座 348 票 6%
第 3名水瓶座 608 票 11% 第 9名巨蟹座 317 票 5%
第 4名雙子座 544 票 10% 第10名魔羯座 270 票 4%
第 5名天蠍座 506 票 9% 第11名牡羊座 224 票 4%
第 6名射手座 420 票 7% 第12名獅子座 213 票 3%

Q28：哪個星座的人長的最好看？
第 1名天秤座 1,417 票 22% 第 7名獅子座 381 票 6%
第 2名天蠍座 791 票 12% 第 8名雙子座 379 票 6%
第 3名雙魚座 554 票 8% 第 9名金牛座 376 票 5%
第 4名水瓶座 519 票 8% 第10名處女座 360 票 5%
第 5名射手座 469 票 7% 第11名牡羊座 322 票 5%
第 6名巨蟹座 440 票 6% 第12名魔羯座 308 票 4%

Q29：哪個星座的人最有魅力？
第 1名天蠍座 1,331 票 17% 第 7名魔羯座 558 票 7%
第 2名射手座 1,274 票 16% 第 8名雙子座 472 票 6%
第 3名天秤座 903 票 11% 第 9名獅子座 403 票 5%
第 4名牡羊座 667 票 8% 第10名處女座 306 票 3%
第 5名雙魚座 659 票 8% 第11名金牛座 285 票 3%
第 6名水瓶座 577 票 7% 第12名巨蟹座 285 票 3%

Q30：哪個星座的人最臭屁？
第 1名獅子座 2,205 票 34% 第 7名天秤座 385 票 6%
第 2名射手座 579 票 9% 第 8名水瓶座 307 票 4%
第 3名天蠍座 553 票 8% 第 9名魔羯座 245 票 3%
第 4名雙魚座 543 票 8% 第10名金牛座 244 票 3%
第 5名雙子座 496 票 7% 第11名處女座 244 票 3%
想成為你的專屬，守候在你身旁，看著你，喜怒悲傷
想成為你的天使，伴隨在你心裡，守護你，一路歸航
這封信真的很準唷！如果你想要愛情運順利的話，就別把這封信刪除
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百年來只有1次，你收到了，表示你將有可能從痛苦跳到天堂...^Q^

如果妳不將這封信寄出將會有人恨妳
如果妳寄給...
1個人～身邊將圍繞著許多異性朋友
2個人～有人會追你
3個人～有人會告訴你有3人喜歡你
4個人～你就會看到你期待已久的戀人
5個人～你喜歡的人跟你有話聊
>8個人～你常看到你心愛的人
13個人～你所愛的人給你一個驚訝的回覆(如:我也喜歡你)
16個人～妳喜歡的人會找妳出去哦！
17個人～受到許多異性朋友的重視
18個人～你跟你喜歡的人示愛成功
20個人以上～就可以實現困難的願望！
如果你不將這封信寄出下半輩子會生活的像地獄一樣......
你只有五天的時間而已最好寄給越多人唷^Q^
若你把這封信留著不寄出或刪除便會招來惡運不僅你所愛的人不愛你
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希望你的未來充滿著驚奇與樂趣!!!
機會難得!!百年只有一次!!放棄了，還要再等一百年才有喔
祝你幸福ㄛ~^_^~

woohoo 2 life~

2008-09-26T02:10:00.003+08:00

this week sibei song.. since last friday.. Lol.. here is the report to u guys loyale reader.. think leave few nia thx bro for reading my blog.. adam and royston tats u guys LoL..

okay start from last sat! here we go~!

Sat 20 sept
dint sleep whole nite aft blogging.. its time 4.30 wake my sis up.. she wanna sleep more.. and i drag her out of her bed no matter how she wanna sleep.. Lol.. aft tat i go take a bath~ and change~ head out to take taxi to changi airport terminal 3!!

get on taxi! the taxi uncle nv on the aircon! dam hot sia!! and saw accident happen at ECP 500m b4 rochor there.. den aft reach airport.. we r the 1st to reach there.. and follow by uncle Tan,sherry,guan yin, and soon all reach.. aft tat all when to check in~ and go for breakfast~! nice breakfast.. and lama reach liao eat breakfast.. the rest go in 1st.. scare later all go in together will jam up.. den i was standing near lama and he ask me go over.. like wanna tell me secert like tat.. den he look at my ear.. and den he ask me! not pain meh? refering to my peircing.. and i say not pain de.. haha.. and he replied "oh.. den i come back Sg get 2 peircing also..(wearing earring maybe its good for listening to dharma teaching.. cos all buddha have both ear peirce.. and wear earring..)

shi niang was laugh.. and finish up the food.. and head in to board the plane..

aft tat ivy jie gimme a ride to temple.. hui jun jie ask for help to paste poster.. and agreed to help~ aft when home.. intent to sleep. but all the SMS start coming non stop.. till 1pm.. wake up change up go center for a short meeting with yi teng and leroy.. and adam.. aft the meeting.. i told them adam and i will b going around Fu Lu Shou building to those buddha statues selling shop to paste poster.. den bing qiang,lucus(leroy bro) yi teng and leroy join us.. when there tok to those auntie.. and some dont let us paste cos the building dont allow(at other place) the rest at Fu Lu Shou de auntie all very frenly and surporting.. aft tat when home take some pic of my fish and post change water feed them~~ and sleep at 2am if i m not wrong..

Sunday..
today is my slacking day~ when market aft i wake up~ bought 1 cheap and chio de fish.. haha.. den bought some cheap fish tank at sembawang from some bro on AF forum

nice rite the fish? cheap also haha..

Monday.. when sch to do my time table.. took 5 new module and 3 repoeat module.. and 1 of the 5 module is japanese~ hoo~~ i can take!! haha song ar!! when to walk walk..

when home do water change feed~ slack watch Hot Shot nice~~ haha den sleep~

tues was slacking at home till 5+ when to temple.. help out~ and do audio for the chanting of 21 praise of tara..

aft chanting when chat chat~ got alvin bruce adam wen hao~ and 1 more jie jie.. li lian if i m not wrong her name.. den alvin say eh u look very fit leh dont look fat.. ur chest big.. den li lian see liao start to touch..and say "wah urs hard sia.. how u make it so hard de?" LOL den aft tat touch again.. T_T feel touch! LOL den alvin say u siao liao once she touch nv end liao.. lucky she stop.. haha.. den when to lavander food court for my BRUCHNER(breakfast+lunch+dinner) LOL.. and alvin send me and lilian home.. li lian stay near me =x will stalk me anot ar? =x jkjk..

when home kian john a bro from AF forum(the forum i visite for betta) told me to go his place tml see see fish.. den meet him at yishun 618 at khatib there.. comfirm liao when to buy some drinks and buy yeast for mircoworm culture.. to feed baby fish.. and nv sleep..

wed

nv sleep.. 8+ raining so heavy!! when to henderson market to eat my fav loh mee.. eat it since i in kinder garden.. LOL.. a aft tat see fish shop not open yet..8.30 when home.. wanted to collect rain water but when i go down rain small liao.. den when to market again at 10am.. fish shop open liao! den buy some fish~ and pump~ when home~

at 1.30pm meet bro kian john and bro ianwang.. ianwang is an pro breeder which have alot of sibei chio chio chio betta.. and kain john also got alot chio chio chio betta.. we when to yishun618 den bought some feeder.. and on our way to kian john house we tok alot.. and ianwang teach me alot of thing.. friutful day.. bought 3 black copper bettas from kian john.. nice very nice~~ haha..

aft tat got to collect credit card pin no. from 6-9! i pia cab home! from sengkang to my hosue!! $23++ fly~~~~~ den i waited at home~ nv come! du lan go down open later box!! KNN! its inside!!! fk fk fk fk fk !! my money fly away!!!!!

den cos since the day b4 nv sleep i have a very great sleep~~ shiok~

thur
today going to buy betta relax~ a medi for betta.. other place sell $6 $7

bro alvin loh got kang tou selling at 4.50 nia~ bought for bro kian john and ianwang.. bro alvin loh when back to work.. fun guy! teach me alot also.. hehe..

when to henderson market for lunch and walk walk see see~ den hui qing call me~ ask me play bball.. ask me where.. den okay lor~ meet him pei him eat lunch~ and go his house den he change~ den go my house~ den i feed fish~ he watch hotshot~ den when to play bball at leng kee cc. all xiao di di playing~ aft tat ricky join us and den daryl join us~ daryl pass me cammie de thing~ cos cammie suppose to meet me today at about 7+

aft tat play play play the fking daryl block me bu dao.. he smack my balls!! knn! sibei pain sia!! looking for chio bu to test big gun for me! LOL~

till6 sms cammie"eh wad time u coming to collect ur thing?"

reply
ask me wad time sleeping she still outside..
den 1 more msg come from cammie
think u dont wait for me better tml F1 starting she got thing to do~
reply to her
okay den
when gonna take den?
comfirm again~

when home change fish water again added bettarelax~ my fish look not so stress liao LoL..
till now~ 3am liao~ still dont really feel tired.. tml maybe got gathering at bro ianwang house.. dont noe got anot now~ but sunday sure got 1 gathering at bro YiDaLi house.. =x so sunday not free lor..

stay tune folk for the rubbish alot blog by me LOL.. hope can help u guys kill some time bah~ haha..

whaha.. sick and tired

2008-09-19T12:11:00.003+08:00

friday~
still feeling sick.. when temple at about 5+ reach~ do some help out~ eat my late lunch with adam wen hao and ani chodron.. and when back to temple help to bao the jing shu.. got alot.. aft tat when for meeting about guitar course.. and till 9+ finish go slack drink coffee.. and when back temple~ take bag go home~~

no gonna sleep liao.. tml need to send lama and the others including my sister also.. flight at 8+ muz reach at 6+ gonna wake my sis up in 20min time like tat bah~ LoL.. later still got to go out with adam he need to fix his phone and he scare =x LoL so i pei him bah~ and need to go temple for another round of meeting again..

well just now when i was thinking to msg some 1 i misses so much~ and when toilet den less den 5min she SMS me.. ask me to pass her thing.. its being 1month since i last saw her.. hai.. in this 1 month think alots have change le bah? last time she wake up 1st thing is to msg me.. its being weeks since we last msg also.. and even just now msg she send me 2 msg and i send her 3 msg.. den she no more reply liao.. haha.. anit i pathetic?

some time loving some 1 is kind of good.. but also kind of bad.. cant see that person u miss dearly and u feel sad.. cant tok to the person u wanna to tok to so much.. and u feel sad also.. most important is when u love the person so dearly.. and there is nothing from where the love being to.. love is giving~ and so do receiving.. maybe its single sided love bah.. tat hurt u so much.. haha.. if i can 4get things how good will it b.. cos we cant turn back the time already..

update the woohoohoo~~ =x

2008-09-19T12:11:00.002+08:00

deen days since i update about myself~

WED
when to buddha tooth relic temple with adam, ming yang and wen hao~ tat place is so big man~ and some place is really nice~ if i m not wrong 3rd flood.. the place show alot of relics and the story of buddha and metriya buddha story~ its nice..aft tat we when to maxwell food court eat.. 1st we order mixed pork congee..the 4 of us~ so 4bowls, i when to order drinks.. den adam come back with gyoza, we call it MoMo in tibetian lang.. and den 2 roll of poh pia come along~ and wen hao bought some "ham jin bang".. start to eat~~ aft all done~ adam say "eh! i go walk walk see got wad to eat~~ den he go~~ den me wen hao and ming yang were talking~~ and suddenly wen hao face change! and he say! i tell u! u eat urself!! guess wad? adam bought 4 bowl of dou hauy! LoL bo bian bought liao~ lucky ming yang's gf ruby coming to find him.. so leave 1 bowl for her~ and me adam and ming yang start to eat~ and feel like dying soon eat somemore vomit soon LOL.. aft tat when to fu lu shou building with wen hao he wanna make his mala..(the bead tat use when chanting mantra) and when back to temple~ at about 9+ we start to head over to MRT.. on the way~ thre is a guy asking us where is lavander MRT~ he is from france~ and he stay in shanghai~ and he noe chinese~~ Lol.. cool guy~ his 20years old same as me and wen hao~ so we were chatting with him~ b4 he leave the train he say he is willing to show us around if we go shanghai to find him LoL.. nice guy~ maybe its his karma to meet us~ haha~

thur
i was sick~! sleep till about 2+ wake up~ when out for lunch and buy some food for my betta fries~(the baby) and head home~ slack~ about7+ head to temple for teaching~ i m doing the audio again Lol. brother CT is with me this time~ funny guy~ with cute hair style~ haha.. aft teaching~ lama giving most of us a back massage.. ur back will feel~ hoo~~ song~~ and u can heard ur bone "clack clack clack~ here and there~"
aft tat when for dinner/supper with lama~ lama ask us wanna eat play play or eat full full? we say eat play play~ den lama start ordering!! 8 ppl eating! order 2 big bowl of fish congee.. the teochew style 1.. and kuay chap.. in the end! they all eat till song liao! still got alot! den all push 2 me!! Lol aft eating! feel like vomitting sia! already sick some more eat so much~ but aft i reach home~ i vomit abit of the soup come out den go bath and go sleep.. this morning feel better liao.. just my hou long tong nia..

my baby fish is growing~ tml will b 1 week old haha..

result sianed~

2008-09-16T01:34:00.001+08:00

ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS (1A/1B)
ELECTRICAL PRINCIPLES
ANALOG ELECTRONICS

Sian muz repeat this 3 module~ lucky dont need to retake all!

cant slack liao study!!

hope wont go diff class with my kakis~

SGD$5 fish tank DIY to nice nice

2008-09-14T22:11:00.003+08:00

just bought this tank on friday.. its just the tank~ so i add something to it make it nicer rite? just few LED battery and battery holder~ wanna put switch but lazy LoL~ wanna see put battery in more EZ LoL~

baby fish hatch liao

2008-09-14T14:28:00.000+08:00

they r so cute when they swim away the male will go catch them back and put back in the nest~ haha hope they grow up strong and big~ ^^

finally

2008-09-11T15:36:00.002+08:00

finally my gaint betta is mating liao~ can see egg liao just started.. still mating now~ hope there will b alot.. and think feel hr later muz bring out the female to recondition her liao~ and let the male look after the nest~

hope the female wont eat the egg and the male also wont eat the egg!! haha~

wohoo~~

2008-09-09T15:22:00.004+08:00

bought some new bettas~ its so pretty~~!! cant stop looking at it~

and also make my own DIY any how made fish rack~ LoL

swee bo? LoL~ well this few days use alot of money liao~ maybe rest abit b4 buying any new 1~ haha~ but will still find thing to upgrade my rack~

recently sleep quite late or early also wake up at about 6-9am dont noe y so weird~! wann sleep more also cant~ den at nite 10+ very very sleepy liao.

friday
whole day at home slack~ rotted liao Lol

sat~
today will be the day meeting my bros~ kelvin brandon qien and yh. alvin cant join us~ so sad~

about 4+ meet yh for movie = boys over flowers MOVIE or hanayori dango movie~(its the liu xing hua yuan movie)

give 4star out of 5 star~ its nice~ if u got watch the drama of this movie~~ its a happy ending~ and its very sweet~!

show end at 6.45! need to meet kel they all at 7~! so me and yh rush to take mrt and go MS meet them~ reach there late Lol.. qien and brand also reach liao~ so we when for dinner and carl's JR and when to tok cock abit~ really happy to have this meet out bros~ i will organise again~ aft u 2 P.O.P.. LoL dont worry~
11+ take train home~ and sleep at 2+

sunday morning
wake up at 7am going to temple, take cab! fking ECP close!! and i was heading tat way! bo bian need to go all the way to KG takong! go 1 big round b4 reaching temple!!
go help bro joshua take thing to tues container.. reach there at 9am.. eat breakfast den start to pack thing up the lorry~ with david and christoper(our very own china boys)~~
aft tat the me bro joshua drive me and daryl over~ and the china boys drive the lorry~ they noe the way there sia~ power~~ reach there at about 11.. the factory not open~ sian~ den bro joshua call to check wad time they open~ den its 2.30~ so he treat us to play pool and bowling~ and lim kopi~ cos last min bro joshua need to put those thing tat need to go in the container and he is also rushing~ he got a flight to thailand for reservice.. for 3 week~ so we helped him and he appriciate us alot~ aft going back to temple~ i when to change the CCTV cos bro joshua is rushing to a meeting liao~ and he ask me to help~ lucky everything goes well~ and when for dinner~ when home sleep~~~

Monday
morning when for breakfast and when to henderson market buy medicine for fish~ and head back home~ at home pack my space for my rack~ that place u see there b4 is full of dust! Lol and alot of unwanted things~ pack till i jialat jialat~!

3+ when to buy TOTO for my sis~ and i head down to clementi blk 328 the place where got alot of beautiful bettas~ and i bought the plantium white HMPK original price $13 but got it for $11 t he uncle like me izzit? Lol i buy 2 time $13 he also gimme $11 nia~ not bad~

ytd bought de

2008-09-06T09:17:00.003+08:00

well as u guys noe i m crazy over fish~ not any other fish buy Betta a.k.a fighting fish~ and here is just some pic~ nice anot tell me leh~ but i personally like it alot la~~

also thinking of going to catch some wild betta~ and also some prawn and other fishy~~

Lol~ think will b going this wed~ any 1 interested?

heard tat khatib mrt there got 1 small small drain or small stream got alot of fishy wor~ so will b trying there~ ^^ hehe

promblemS and some view~

2008-09-04T06:36:00.003+08:00

my phone is spoil~~ sibei alot of problem liao.. cant upload picture auto turnoff~ missing msg~ receive msg den auto turnoff den msg dont noe go where liao!! ring or dont ring see his mood~ knn~~!!

got alot of thing to buy~ but need to slowly save money~ handphone guitar~ take my license !

some more everything so expansive! standard of living is indeed high~

thinking of investing my money~ =x

on some small business~ feel like breeding fish, start small~ maybe next time i m the boss of a well known fish breeding farm~ Lol.. use to breed some fish b4~ give ppl liao nv sell =x haha~

not luo han la of cos tat 1 lang gao fish lai de~!!

i breed b4 "qi chai" those flat flat 1 abit tio scare change colour liao and will die =x Lol tat 1 very hard to breed~ but manage to breed quite some gave to my uncle

now feel like breeding fighting fish~ i use to breed it also last time! until my dad destroy my hope~

when to malaysia for 3 days come back all die!! knn! those baby fish is like my own child! seeing them grow up everyday! its so heart breaking! all die in 3 days when i m not around! i told my dad to take care of them for me~ but! haiz..

some more the fighting fish breed is very good de! fully white cross tail de! can sell for 100++ for each fish leh!

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i have seen ppl buy alot of fighting fish just to let them fight till they die! its so cruel!

even thier tail is short not so nice or wad.. and the name is fighting fish~ u should not have let it fight for betting! its also a life of an fish! it may be cheap to u but its still a life!

u should take care of the fish dog cat bird or wad so ever PET tat u bought.

if u buy it just for fun and dont take responsibility for it.. u r an basturd!

imagin ur parent give birth to u and some 1 took u away and abuse u everyday!

i heard tat there are ppl tat buy dog for their GF and put at their place and he totally abuse the dog!

i heard a few month old puppy being abuse by its owner!! when the puppy shit he roll up the new paper and start to whack it like baseball like tat! and he fking dont care about the shit and pee on the newspaper their gave the puppy to shit on for few days!

u noe if the shit and pee is corrosive can cause harm to the dog! if u dont clear it and the dog sit on it!

pls be kind.. if the puppy is notti u can cane abit to teach it to be GUAI abit!

NOT WHACK IT WHEN THE PUPPY SHIT OR PEE!! AND WHACK LIKE BASEBALL LIKE TAT!!

imagine ur DAD WHACK U LIKE BASEBALL LIKE TAT WHEN U SHIT OR PEE WHEN U R YOUNG! 1-4YEARS OLD!

KNN I TELL U IF TAT HAPPEN TO U ONLY IF UR DAD IS INSANE!

feeling blue~(sian)

2008-09-02T01:54:00.002+08:00

sunday nite dint sleep~ need to send lama and alot of ppl off to india~

reach airport at 5am~ lama haven reach~ tok to wen hao~ and disturb both nga wang~

LoL gyen nga wang wear till like xiao di di like tat! some more they say he last nite fashion show wear this wear tat~ LoL.. lama say he wear like rapper like tat -_-' ' '

and jing wei and his sister also going~ loong ge also going~~ alot of ppl go sia~~

aft they when in~ we all wave wave wave~~ den go mac eat breakfast~ tok tok relax abit~

and daryl starting ask me wanna go out or wad abot~ den aft tat i ask him go where he also dont noe~ i suggested go watch movie bah~ since nothing to do and dont noe wad to do~ and he say okay~~ aft i when home he call me~ eh dont go watch today la~ tml den go watch~ lai wan jie also going something like tat~ den i say ok ok~~ den go finish my comic~ and go buy TOTO form my sister~ and return books to lirbary for hui jun jie~

when home~ watch some anime~ till like 3+ feeded my fish~ and go bath~~ and go sleep~~

wake up at 9+ still nothing to do~ watch anime again~ eat~~ bath again~ till now~~ 2am~~ rotting~~ rotting~~

well later in the aftnoon i will b going to TCCL help to clear the store and clear the flag maybe =x adam bro also coming~ rare guest =x LoL his mum too strict with him liao LoL~ poor thing~ well its good to see him also~

this is for some 1 to read

i change for reason
i make u angry make u upset is to draw ur attention
i broke my promise not to let u ever feel lonely again
i leave u alone on monday. the day u most looked forward to everyweek

maybe wad i say u wont understand or u will nv understand

maybe it dont make sense to u either
but to me u should noe u r important to me
if u dont noe nvm u just read tat u r important to me
i noe u r bz earning money. but u dint gimme detail about everything
suddenly feel like a stranger to me

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wads the meaning behind all this i dont noe

but everything happen with a reason~ just tat its untold..

Visit to Cemetery @ sime road!

2008-08-31T10:37:00.002+08:00

we set of at almost 8PM from out temple~aft reaching u will noe wad is call DARK!

but earlier we got an advance party go there prepare some "kim zhua" but there r slow =x Lol

and we when deep into the cemetery~ its read dark in there~ we have to offer them candle and joss stick for every tomb stone we see muz have 1 set!

the feeling there is like.. how do i say the way~ its like it will remind u of "some day we ourselve will die also~

AND THERE IS LOADS OF INSECT!! u name it there all have -_-' ' '

nv being this close to loads of tomb stone b4~ i only can say i did wad i can~ i dare to say i when down a slope tat even we have alot of ppl no body dare to go down de DARK DARK slope~ in my team there is me my sis and guan yi(pretty jie jie)=x

we when down the slope and keep on saying "sorry to disturb we r here to offer u things" and we when down all the way~ which there is lots of fallen tombstone! cant even see if u r walking~ as we get deeper and deeper~ we only can see with the candle light we use to offer~ but still there is lots of tomb in those WULU WULU de corner just keep going down down down and down~ till 9.40 we start to head back to where we started~ cos we gonna start a ritual to offer those beings some food(will come back to this)

as we walk back we can see no 1 in the way all go back liao~ its like only 3 of us walking nia~ honestly its scary! we can only see with the light on our hand and those on the road side which we offer to them.

but we manage to get back~

Lama and the anilaS and some auntie uncle was on a lorry~ going around the whole cemetery to chant and gather all those being back to where we gather.

Lama told us they r all around us~ the whole place full of them~ and ask us not to say gossip.. cos those being also Human in the past and they also like to listen to gossip.. if u tok gossip if they follow u home~ u HO SEH liao~

9.50 we reach the gathering place and sit down~ fold paper incease(KIM ZHUA)

and aft tat we have to make "toh mo" (dont noe how to spell) its a food offering to those beings~ Lama told us to make it small like green bean like tat small while we rolling it on our finger we have to chant. to make those offering for them to eat~

Lama say those being r very Ke lian

they r unlike wad we think. some with very thin leg and hand
some with LONG neck which thier neck have a few knot on them.
most important is they have small mouth

and normal food we offer to them they cant eat either the food turn into flame burn thier mouth or turn into shit(this is wad lama say)

tats y we roll the "toh ma' into small small

and tat lama ask us to collect all the toh ma and start to offer. Lama ask us to repeat wad he said and we start our chanting~ and pour milk and water into the toh ma bowl..

aft we offered.. Lama teach us 1 easy dharma pratise call "sky gazing". he say its guru rinpoche use to teach de. if i m not wrong the meaning i can hardly hear it~

we gaze gaze gaze gaze gaze chant chant chant chant chant~~

den its time to burn all those paper incease~ lama started the fire~ small fired~ and he wave 1 bamboo shoot think very long~ with a banner thing alike thing on it.

den he put it into the small fire! with out the banner thing even touch the fire within like less den 2 sec the banner thing give out smoke!!! wah!!! see liao i was thinking~ eh haven caught fire y got smoke? abit shock =x and lama ask them to spread the fire~ aft tat we burn burn burn~~ throw some gold and sliver coin in~ and shout HUAT AR!! ~~

aft tat some time lama approch me~ he ask me just now got see the banner like flag thing once he put in got smoke come out rite~ i say ya saw it.. he told me~ ya those beings rushing over to take thier money!

scary hor? LoL its a nice experiance for us to visit cemetery to remind us~ some day we will also die~ if we dont have enuff dharma pratise we maybe will end up like those being..

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its about 11+ we finish and Lama suggest go ADAM ROAD to have our dinner/supper when there eat with alot of kor kor jie jie uncle auntie~~ den its about 1am we leave tat place~

aft the visit i told myself. i m lucky to meet a great Guru. feel so lucky! he is just like my spritual father. teach me things i dont noe lead me to a better way to live~ teach me how to b a more happier person~

wad i understand for being happy. its all comes within ur heart~ its how u think~ accepting and adapting its all u need.

abit hard rite? =x Lol i also trying to learn~ but some times its really goes with the flow~ or can say happy go lucky~ =x haha tats my theory~ =x haha

picture got some nia when we burn the paper incease but due to some problem cant upload~ ^^ sorry~~

thank you for reading my blog~ and thank you to my loyal readers(so far 2 nia)~

more update soon maybe =x

visiting cemetery TML!! sat!

2008-08-29T15:42:00.002+08:00

goin to visit cemetery~ org by TCCL~ gonna go there early to help setup~ staying there from 3pm~~~ about 12am~ last day for hao xiong di to gather all the things they need~ so gonna go there offer them things~ show our kindness and let them end thier holiday with a load of things~ hopefully they wont disturb us bah~ and bless us with~ lots of $$$$$$$ Lol~ ^^

Holiday liao~ wanan save money buy guitar~ YAMAHA!!

maybe or mayne not work~!?! wanna go china with Lama but NO $$$$$$ sad T_T wish hao xiong diS will help me with my tight pocket~ maybe some 4D or TOTO will do~ ^^

if not maybe borrow from my mum 1st bah~ few thousand of dollars~~ need to pay back slowly~~

wish to buy HP also dont dare to buy~ HP SOT SOT LIAO!! LoL but muz buy guitar 1st~~ lol~~

blog till here bah~ HOLIDAY very free can blog more and update more~ some ppl read till very happy rite~ =x my loyal fan's =xso far noe 1 only~~ LoL

to cammie chua~

2008-08-29T00:55:00.002+08:00

well if u dont even bother wanna tell me den y should i ask? feel like i m butting into it?

i just wrote wad i heard.. if u dont wanna tell me i ask u also wont say de~

i respect ur privacy~

dedications to my brothers!

2008-08-26T02:59:00.002+08:00

Well~ just go thru some of my pics with my brothers in ITE! miss the good old days~

ITE nitec fun time past fast brothers~!
Kelvin
Qien
Yao Hui
Brandon
ME
Alvin

we brothers when thru alot 2gether~ this years only met few times~ last time we gather is eat sushi alvin's bday~

now kelvin and brandon when NS liao~ YaoHui think still at home rot~ Qien alvin and me in same sch~ ut we hardly see each other~ LoL

To my brothers~ the thing we when thru 2gether is fun and i have no regret tat i call u guys brothers!

brothers out there RMB if i ever call u brother i nv once regretted and i mean it! i take u as my brother!!

ITE higher nitec
Desmond, ivan, yong sheng, boon, chen kai, alot more also my brother~

pikachu aka kelvin ouyang
kelvin law
xiong quan
sheng loong
jeremy lim! ah ka liao brother~!
alvin zheng
george
ash
wan

lots of ex-zouk crew =x

if u guys every read this blog just wanna thanks you guys~ with out u guys my working day and study days wont be so much FUN to begin with~ thx ya brothers~

ALOT MORE BROTHERS will blog some days dont worry~

Will upload some photo maybe on the next post~

casual blogging

2008-08-23T06:01:00.002+08:00

this is just casual blogging~ i write wad i heard or feel or wad nia ma~

maybe its not true.. or wad i dont noe~ if tats the reply u wanna gimme den okay~

its like wad comes will go~ cos nothing is will last 4ever like i said~

frenz will also come and go~ wad more to say~ u have ur fren to accompany u thru ur problem liao~ haha~

u dont own me any explaintion also~ feel tat way do tat way bah..

back to Square 1

2008-08-21T20:38:00.002+08:00

back to the very beginning again~ rot at home~ =x

well now not working liao. got more time to relax~

not going out not meeting anybody~ not even feel like chatting on MSN

frens i got more den 70 ppl online now~ dont feel like chatting at all

dont noe y i online MSN for also =x haha

back to my old days bah~ its not difficult to go out and find fren tats not wad i wan also

i noe i got alot of good fren when i m with them i wont feel lonely or wad bah~

but when i reach home my house is always empty... parents not in SG, big sis work or wad~ 2nd sis in UK dont wanan come back~ and my brother dont need to say sure go out drink or wad lor~ leave me and my dog at home Lol.. lucky her if i m not at home i dont think any 1 will feed her bah~ poor thing~ wad if 1 day i die? whose gonna feed my dog?? =x

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go temple good~ alot of ppl to tok to~ lots of fun jokes and laughter. love tat place at leasti wont feel leave out over there~ tml youth meeting~ muz go~ all my brothers and sisters(dharma brother and sisters) will b there~ for out youth meeting~

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OH BY THE WAY my SQUARE 1 is LONELY

trying my best to b a happier person mind training~ is important~ how i wish i can put down all my attactment anger jealousy.. well u see when u have an attactment thing will start like

ur gf tok to other guys = attactment tok to other guys = JEALOUSY

when u r JEALOUS u feel BUEY SONG = ANGER

when u r ANGRY u will LOST UR MIND AND WHACK PPL =x

so, ATTACTMENT = JEALOUSY = ANGER = DO BAD THING

therefore, u will drown into one of the delusion of SAMSARA

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every 1 is in the sea of SAMSARA la.. just if u can float and leave ur head out u r still safe! LoL

basically TEMPTATION is also 1 of it. cos human r easily being tempt to do things without thinking and aft doing it~ u found out its wrong!~ so u drown urself~

who dont make mistake? rite~ tats wad ppl will say~

some mistake be made~ got bad KARMA nia! = u will have bad times.

every 1 have bad karma.. so if u r well train in ur mind when bad karma comes u r well prepare for it liao~ so no need wory so much =x

=======y m i toking so much?=======

======u all also dont understand!======

======also no body ready!======

fall for you!

2008-08-19T02:34:00.002+08:00

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

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impressive song this is~ love this song~ where the the gal for me 2 find? sad~ dont have any~~ haha~~!!

well just listen to this song and wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait(alot of years) den see can find abot bah~~

^^

ppl will change.. but

2008-08-18T14:30:00.000+08:00

since long time ago i noe every 1 will change cos of impamance. and the change in a male and a female is different~

male change only like 30% and still doing wad he do.. and female they change at a rate of 70% and they can stop doing wad they r doing and get new life.

conclusion: some time women can b very horrible =x

wad is my reason? i still cant find~

2008-08-18T01:04:00.002+08:00

Hoobastank - The Reason Lysic...

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you (x4)

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

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i like this song alot~ and i m still searching for my reason also~ i m sure alot of ppl out there is also searching for the reason! so good luck every body~

bo liao updates~

2008-08-17T09:44:00.003+08:00

16/8/08 sat

ytd sleep at 6am burn some songs for my sis~ wake up at 5pm~ nice sleep~ feel good~ but still abit tired when i wake up~~

wash up den read some e-mail~ bath my dog!! watch anime~~ and get ready to go temple~ wake my sis up! she is dam pig!! wake her up so long at there kpkb! feel like slapping her!

aft tat she drive me to temple~ abit rush~ but manage to reach on time do video recording and when i reach joshua ge reach liao~ so he do audio~ and he confirm the training time with us~ audio training la~

aft the chanting session when for dinner with adam and gang~ aft tat when back temple slack tok cock with hui bing jie and daryl ah jie~~ LoL till 1+ my sis drive me and allan da ge back~

reach home~ my bro, ah mao and ah chiong at my house playing viwawa Lol. my bro use my com and chiong use my bro laptop and ah mao use his laptop~ playing and scolding each other LoL. aft i finish my comic i go sleep time 4.10

4.30 i woke up for no reason! and 1 msg pop up from cammie so zhun. dont noe y just got the feeling den receive msg from her liao. have been few days since i last saw her~ and heard my bro say she was at bugis area eating with a guy wad so ever~ and the guy is holding her hand or wad i dont noe la~

aft tat i check my e-mail again and when out for a drink with my bro ah mao and ah chiong.. chat all the funny shit on how to disturb public~ and alot fking funny things~ 9.30am reach home start to blog~ which i m doing now its 9.53 liao~ still haven really sleep~

slacking life here~ exam coming~ OMG~ i still haven touch my math! die liao lor math!!

think i go bath and sleep liao~

really wanna get a puppy home~ but my dor dor! very jealous de scare she will bite them! my dor dor even bite husky's ass liao!! but basically she is very cute when she dont gimme a mess la!! Lol

dont really noe how many ppl will read my blog man~ if u read it tag me lor~ if no ppl read maybe close it bah~ =x Lol

la la la la hahahaha

2008-08-16T03:48:00.002+08:00

Love u tender love u sweet love u with my heart~
wanna hold u next to me~ tell u how i feel
pls do love me, nv leave me, give u all my love
feel so lonely in the night when i m all alone~
and i noe i'll see ur face just like sun will rise~
now u leave me and so lonely, just like sun wont rise~
if u truely love me pls brighten up my days for me again~

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above is rubbish~ written by me~

friday 15th aug~

sleep for 2hr+ wake up at 6am~ do water bowl offering to buddha~ and when to temple~ do DA LI PAI with Lama and anilas and shi niang and hui jun jie lai wan jie hui bing jie and sook fun jie~ and of cos my jie~

aft tat when for veg breakfast with Lama, shi niang, hui bing, hui jun,lai wan and sook fun JIES, den go visited another temple~ for some referance =x haha..
aft tat Lama drive us back to temple~ btw LAMA share with me his VEG laksa! its nice~ just like real LAKSA!! and + it have lots of blessing~~

den i help anila to set up things~ and set up the chairs for ppl to come chanting~

den at about 11 i take bus back to my house here~ go market buy things to offer to buddha and my ansestor(think i spell wrongly)

reach home at 12pm~ do the offering~ this and tat~~ bath~~~ den sleep at 1+~ till 5pm my sis call~ and say she gimme a ride to temple today~ wake up~ wash up bath change~ go down~~ and reach temple at about 5.45~ so early~ not even starting~ den gyen nga wang came out~ i disturb him ask him go eat chicken rice~ LoL his fav food haha~

aft tat he told me he need to send money back to his country~ so i accompany him to blasiter there western union << to send money~ lucky i was there with him~ he nv bring his permit alone~ so i use my IC for him~ LoL~aft tat when to have my VEG.indian food~~ and go back temple prepare for audio set up~~ today adam 4get his on duty~ so he nv come~ and took over for him~ Lol~ blur cock la u adam!!

wait wait wait~ 8~ drum started~ every 1 go out~ sit~ and start recording the video and adjust the vol. nice nice~ den relax~~ (i nv chant today =x)

till john(funny ang moh) come den he when in to teach gyen nga wang english~ when in and disturb also Lol~ daryl came in too~ so when gyen nga wang dont noe the words we help him out abit~ Lol~ and john way of teaching is dam funny~ american joke style~

aft the chanting~ offer kata to Lama~ and offer some red packet to anilaS and when for dinner again~ aft 12 can eat meat liao Lol~ so ate chicken wing~ and ba cho mee.. and drink ice mocha~ Lol~ dam full~~ feel fat =x haha

when back temple rest awhile~ help abit~ go home~ now gonna sleep liao 4+ liao!!

WAKAO~ lonely during the nite T_T

girls hard to understand~ and some time they dont understand themselve 2

most is sturborn!! nv listen~ wait till things happen den regret~ den blame other ppl some time~~

interesting songs

2008-08-15T12:26:00.001+08:00

cute song leh~~ watch it~

stress~~(not really bah?)

2008-08-13T04:21:00.003+08:00

i wanna fking learn guitar~!! write my own song~!! looking forward to tat day~!!

this following song below is written by wang zi to gui gui~! well how i wish tat there is a gal like gui gui for me~!! she's cute~

有時候你會讓讓我
儘管我大男人發作

有時候你會裝作不懂
默默地留一些空間給我
這些事情其實我一直都藏在心理

請你原諒我不懂逗你開心
請你原諒我不懂聽你的心
回想著過去我學著讓你更安心
別賭氣別任性別放棄
請你相信我我會更加珍惜

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exam coming liao still haven study~ thing gonna study last min LoL~ =x

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hope TCCL youth group can set up the guitar lesson (currently we still dont have a name for our youth group~!)

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to ppl out there~ u can insult other ppl but not our lama, to whom ever who disrespect him, i will not tolerate tat. and ppl who disrespect him have no rite to practise dharma. basic respect is also a form of dharma practise.

random post again~

2008-08-12T03:56:00.002+08:00

feel like learning guitar~(did i spell it rite?)

well cos i think its fun and kind of wanna learn it so long ago~ hopefully ThekChen ChoLing youth(us) can organise the guitar lesson asap lor~

some times u can see some poser bring a guitar around but when they play its like SHIT!! pure SHIT~ bring 1 big guitar on their back~ going here and there~ they think they look cool~~ but the fact is they look like idiot~~ pure idiot~ Lol~
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ppl asking me~ again and again~ y u and cammie so close but u guys r not together?

to say the fact i do have feeling for her~ but i noe we wont b together~ so i try to push her away~ and try to make ways for her not doing so much for me~ and making me love her more bah~ its painful..

when i ask her to go out with other guys without me she tell me she feel weird. ask her go eat without me with other guys she tell me weird also~ even cancel the dinner~

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i just hope for simple thing~ but its is diffcult to get wad u wan~

ppl say wad urs will b urs wad not urs wont b urs~

i noe wads mine and wads not bah~ but i gave up hope in love~ putting love in someone only result u in hurting urself..

eg. my ex gf~ putting tons and tons of love in her~ result~~~ hurting urself~ well if u noe my story u wont noe wad happen to me bah~

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loving is hurtful ,being loved is blessful, loving and loved is LOVE

random feeling and post~

2008-08-10T05:11:00.003+08:00

some time u will get duper lonely when u see other couple having sweet time together~ which u make u seems so little~ and start thinking back the sweet memories u have inside u~

some time just feel eh~! y m i feeling so lonely? and it hurt alot. untill today i have no idea.

y izzit tat we break~ dint i love u enuff? anit i wad u wanted? did'nt u say u wanan spend ur rest of ur life with? planning for the future? married? kids name? buy our house at where? going japan shopping~

thinking about it make me more miserable. loving u i noe, we will meet less due to ur job~ and its ur choice to work till so late~ work for money to go holiday to japan rite~ meeting u every week at least twice~ soon it became once~ its not i dont wanna meet u~ its u wanna work~

i love u for who u r~ and yet who is the 1 making this relationship end in a disapointing way~ i swear i dint fool around behind ur back! even working in a place full of pretty babes every nite(ZOUK) gals come and go alot sibei chio~ sibei sexy~ sibei rich de~ i dint even fool around behind u!

for wad i love u i respect u for being my women tats y i dint fool around.

i nv complaint tat u cant go home late, and ur mum's nag!

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loving some 1 is painful,being love by some 1 is blessful. when will i meet some 1 i love and some 1 who truely love me!

every 1 say nvm la~ wait for ur miss right to come lor~ but i noe the miss right aft some time also will get boring over u~ and leave. being loyal to ur love 1 wads the point?? when they r not loyal to u?

but if there is no loyal gals den too bad~ i will wait till i die.

if u love me dont play with my feeling!

if ur not gonna love me 4ever dont tell me i love u

and if i tell u I LOVE YOU means i will love u 4ever

looking back time fly past so fast~

2008-08-08T03:57:00.002+08:00

when 1st my sis intro me to TCCL thekchen choling, its was about 2006 sept~ well i dont go down often cos its dam dam far from my place~ bukit timah~ hard to travel down there~ but it was still fun over there~ when i met lama, he look so serious and with his long hair~ look so XIONG.. LoL~ den i when to sport day on monday play some bball meet lama more often le~ always go eat dinner/supper with him~ he is actually a fun and loving guy. he do teach us daily life useful thing~~ and things we dont noe~ joke abit~ and he is really fun to b with~ haha~ and temple move over to lavender~ got to go temple more often le~ ez-er to travel to~ and lots of food over there~ and my sis got car liao drive me there~

i rmb we move over to lavender at about may 2007 cos i was there to help out 2~ well the youth there is fun~ and quite frenly for some~ and ez to hang out with(maybe i too frenly) LoL.. and now i took refuge~ and alot uncle auntie there~ kor kor jie jie there~ basicailly is like a 1 big big family bah~ just some time ppl have problem with other ppl~ small small thing nia la~ but they take it too deep bah..

learning dharma can b fun and enjoyable~ and wad the teaching is about~ its more to the basic of 1 self. need to do thing to benefit all being~ no matter dead being living being~ visiable or non visiable~ small or big~ cat or dog~ everything~

well,dharma is the very basic of how 1 self is from the start~ but we lost ourself to the delusion of samsara, tats y there is greed, anger, jealousy, ignorance, attachment~ if we learn to let go abit abit~ sometime u can feel "Eh! not so bad leh~" i m doing good deed and also gaining merit~ well the merit we gain is a nv ending merit~

and practising dharma will help us to gain good karma and slowly long enuff will help us to drive aways the bad karma we did~ well not totally all~ but it will not b as much as wad we did lor~~

like killing an ANT! is also generating bad karma~ so dharma help us to drive away some bad karma which can b driven away~ which mean if u do real real bad thing u have to face the karma u did~ and so u noe u have to face it dont do bad thing~ so wont generate bad karma for u and ur future life~

aug 5th and b4~

2008-08-07T03:19:00.002+08:00

aug 3 sunday nite
aft getting guan ding from rinpoche~ when for dinner~ and bring daryl and cammie to ask lama for taking refuge~ he agree~ and he say tml wake up come temple take refuge~ and my sis bought us doti and buray. $35 1 set~ cool man~ $105~~ haha.. aft tat send cammie home~ den her mum start to nag nag nag nag nag nag nag scold scold scold scold scold scold scold~~ den she pack her things and stay over at my place~ well of cos a gentleman like me~ offer my bed to her~ and i sleep on the floor~! about 3+ when in my room~ and abit not use to sleep on the floor turn here and there~ at about 5am fall asleep~

aug 4 monday
den 6.45 cammie dont noe y her alarm set so early! we are supose to wake up at 8! she set 6.45!! den wake up liao~ every 5min her alarm ring 1 time~ den cant sleep~ daryl also call and sms~ cant sleep~ den drag till 8 wake up~ i go wash up~ and wait for daryl to come and the slowpoke cammie to do her make up~ is dam long de lor.. manage to get out of my house at 10.25 to go buy thing to offer to lama~ bought lama's fav instant noodle~ chicken tan men from myojo~ hello panda~ honey~ chocolate~ tea bag~ milk~ some basic thing to offer~ and bought flowers~ den rain~! take cab there~ and ask aniLa to help us arrange those item into something like a mandala. and fruit&light offering~ and we dont noe~ wear out doti and buray take the things and chiong in find lama~ and den found out~ haha mistake~ but its okay haha~ den we wait for lama to change and give us refuge and dharma name.

and my dharma name is Namdrol Sangye (sangye means buddha/buddhahood). cammie's dharma name is Namdrol Drolma(Drolma means goddess/Tara) and for daryl his name is Namdrol ngawang~ same as gyen ngawang~~(ngawang means powerfull speech!) well no wonder he talk so loud when he is on the phone!! Lol

the meaning we seek one of the english translating rinpoche(lama's shi xiong) to translate the meaning for us~ haha~ well all the rinpoche is cute also~ and aft tat we stick around awhile ask lama's permission to give gyen ngawang off day~ cos monday is his off day but rinpoche is here no OFF!! and lama allow~ so bring him out buy a bag! he need to use when he go for english lesson~ and pants~ belt~ and some underwear la~~ when for lunch~ and its a poor thing tat he cant catch a movie~ he love watching movie~ haha~ well he is very easy going person~ aft tat i tio pang seh~ cammie and daryl meet hui bing jie~ and they PS me!! so i bring gyen nga wang back to temple~ haha~ its a good thing i go back temple early~! i saw lama sweeping floor!!! and i go over help him! he ask( where the 2 other gua?) i say they wait for hui bing) den lama face like!! ~.~ LoL~ help branyt do some skirting for table stock up incease and kim zhua~ and help lama do some clearing~

aft tat i was all alone! T_T stay at kitchen behind there wait for time to pass~~ talk to uncle auntie~~ den wen hao came~ jio him go drink coffee~~ den found out cammie daryl huibing jie PS me again go eat and drink without me~ 2x PS!! du lan de lor~ den me and wen hao go the coffee shop beside our temple drink drink saw lama and the rest eating there~ (cammie they all at lavender food court~) and watch tv and wait for time pass~ go back temple dress up for teaching~)

alot have gone thru my mind~ putting down things is a good way to let go of my feeling! which is letting go of attachment(1 of the thing muz do to train ur mind)

aug 5 tues
sleep till about 2 wake up~ wanna study~ den sit infront of com dont have the feeling liao~ 3+ go eat lunch~ and aft tat go home~~ my bro reach home at 5+ he told me dad is back in SG~(cos he and mum qurreal and he put mum alone in Msia to run the store!!)

poor mum!! well if they can talk it out nicely from the start it wont happen!

dad also la! scold mum so much! and nv really think with his brain!! well basicailly he dont have 1 i think! Lol~

when dinner with dad and bro~ den go home wait for sis to drive me to teaching! she is late! so i also late lor!! reach temple about 8.20+ den teaching start at 7.30! when i reach i when to the left side wear doti and buray~ den just put my bag down take thing sad cammie walk in go right side change also LoL~ is like 30 sec different!

den go in sit down~ saaw jing wei~ dam long nv see him come temple liao~! and aft teaching! got guru puja~~ and sit there chant chant chant~~ till the end~ got sushi eat~ every 1 go behind eat~ haha~ even lama go~ we eat eat eat~ and lama feed me 1 sushi with loads of wasabi~ haha well its nice~ lama feeding its a blessing!! and den cammie also put lot of wasabi on it and feed me~ aft tat my turn! feed her she run here run there~ and she dont let lama eat sushi~ cos lama cant eat too much late liao muz eat medi sleep~ haha den lama behind me poke poke me~ tell me softly~(feed me the egg de sushi) loL feed lama liao den he go sleep le~ den cammie run here and there dont let me feed~ den i found JOHN!! he ate the sushi~ he love wasabi~ Lol den hang out awhile go home~

aug 6

well wake up at 3 ate lunch~ watch HOT SHOT! not bad~ the show~ and slack at home~ study~ abit abit~~ dint go teaching today~ cos later got test la~!! the science la!! dam it~ waste time =x Lol update soon~~

ty for reading! next time maybe i post some useful daily life dharma pratise for u guys to do abit dharma pratise~ its easy! just help benifit other being~ and NV kill any living being~ e.g. Ants, ka zhua~ LoL its also a form of good deed~ to gain merit~ do more good deed~ and come listen to teaching~~ help out the temple~ haha~ u dont pratise for urself~ u r doing it for others too~ cos u can apply wad u learn on ur daily life! ^^ good luck~

my presentation pic =x

2008-08-03T04:01:00.002+08:00

presenting of cos

still presenting la~~

well if u notice my group all gals~ only me the man~~ 4gals 1 man~ which group have? only my group la~ but the only guy need to do more la~ Lol~ =x

some picture of my bday

2008-08-03T03:28:00.008+08:00

cake~ done by cammie~ touch real touch~ look so pro~

praying to lord shakyimuni, guru rinpoche and green tara

lama me and shi niang ^^

grab of the day~ everybody wanna grab my solid hard chest =x

lama lighting up my life with his drama touch(enlighten me pls =x) ^.^

me and lama

me and my sis

me and daryl

me and cammie

cammie, ani la and me

cammie, huibing jie, anila,sherry jie and daryl's mum my biao jie =x

me and bday cake

bday cake~ dont noe y opposite de sia~ ah ga can see can liao
bake by cammie its nice

時間

2008-08-01T23:15:00.001+08:00

對的時間，遇見對的人，是一生幸福
對的時間，遇見錯的人，是一場心傷
錯的時間，遇見錯的人，是一段荒唐
錯的時間，遇見對的人，是一生嘆息

this week update~

2008-07-28T03:33:00.002+08:00

this week presented all my project~ well pic i abit lazy to post yet~ haha~ maybe when i more free bah~ this week have always been to temple to help out and go for teaching~ its fun there~ peaceful~ nice place~ nice ppl~ great frenz~ nice chat~ cute and funny Shifu(Lama)~ haha~ love tat place~ and helping out there can earn merit~ doing good deed some more~ next week gonna b a bz week~ gonna go temple help out~ teaching almost whole week?!?! and most of all its my bday MONDAY! well~ its nothing big i noe~ but see wad happen later on bah~ and this coming sunday~ looking forward to it~ animal liberation~(fang shen) releasing animal~ i love the day~ have to do heavy duty but its fun~ think this coming sunday de will b a big 1~ haha~ well cos we already plan to come liao~ well my so call drama brothers =x haha~ adam wen hao jing wei jia hui~ more to come haha~ well when we r together we just tok about everything~ dont noe y~ maybe its our krama of past life bah~ maybe we all know each other in the past life LoL~ more update~ stay tune~ to Shin's blog~

tats all folk~

纯真

2008-07-24T03:43:00.002+08:00

纯真

长长的路上
我想我们是朋友

如果有期待
我想最好是不说

你总是微笑的你
总是不开口
世界被你
掌握

月亮绕地球
地球绕着太阳走
我以为世界是座
宁静的宇宙

今晚的天空有一颗流星划过
在预言着什么
　
在无声之中你拉起了我的手
我怎么感觉整个黑夜在震动
耳朵里我听到了心跳的节奏
星星在闪烁
你会怎么说

你心中一定有座浓雾的湖泊
任凭月光再皎洁照也照不透

你眼中闪烁湖面
无边的温柔

那波光在
诱惑

在无声之中你拉起了我的手
我怎么感觉整个黑夜在震动　

耳朵里我听到了心跳的节奏
星星在闪烁

你会怎么说

你已经有他就不应该再有我
世界的纯真此刻为你有迷惑

我想我应该轻轻
放开你的手

我却没有力气
这么做

sat~

2008-07-20T03:57:00.002+08:00

well today basically can say i rotted at home~ do some push up~ some free weight~ but i eat snack~ LoL fat liao~ watch drama~ anime~ tv~ slack at home = rot~ how i hope i got a personal gym rite next door~ go in and bang those machince~ to build some muscle~ Lol~ tml wake up early go buy some formal wear~ haha hope wont cost me bomb bah~ haha~

update 190708

2008-07-19T05:40:00.003+08:00

coming to week end~ well seems like gonna wear formal to present my project this coming tues~ loL~ sian~ got to buy this and tat~ will try to get som pic to should u guys when i m in formal wear~

gym~
still hanging on to gym~ not letting go~ how i wish i can take knife cut my tummy LoL~ upper body so nice lower body so sux~ cos my tummy still there~ lucky not very big~ LoL~ but still feel like cutting it away~ need more training~

well the aft gym when u walk out of the gym~ going to place with many ppl u will feel extra good~ well~ girls will look into my way~ like"wow~ his so fit~ chest and shoulder so big~" LoL~ chest getting harder~ biceps still the same~ cos recently go gym do more banch press.. well work 2x harder on it 1st~ make till super hard like rock~ den make my tummy go away~ LoL~ biceps still same~ well~ lack of biceps free weight training bah~ shrug this week also nv train still the same~ leg still alrite~ can almost touch the ring when i jump~(ppl say so big size still jump so high!) LoL~~

well will blog soon~ aft my presentation~ with picturez~~

lost

2008-07-16T02:54:00.002+08:00

i think i m turning into a headless ghost~ following the flow of ppl around me~ doin things without even noeing wad i m doing~ LoL~

test over project come~ final exam coming soon~ hoo~~

i m aimless in life~ and its not just today~ aft i break with my ex i can say i m totally aimless.. dont noe wad to do. dont noe who to love. dont noe who to thrust. making lots of fren~ yes~ but i m still lonely~ its not i dont have fren but the loneliness with in me is just too much~ and i m scare~ girls can b very scary 1 sec they can love u so much~ the other sec they noe other guy and tats it~ byebye~ and its ur fault~ reason "cos u cant give them wad they wan","u dont love her enuff" and on and on and on~

some times really feel like locking myself up or if i m very rich i will go to japan or some other place~ which i can start a new life~ lay back life~ farming veg all those~ staying in the country side~ (dream on)

or maybe aft my NS i will b missing~ for a few years going to (Le Cordon Bleu)blue ribbon culinary school to take a degree in culinary~ LoL some dream of mine~

back to reality~

recently last week~ sick~ caught a cold~ this week monday~~!! when sch ate a chicken chop~ go home fking LAO SAI and VOMIT tummy pain like hell!!Tio food poisoning~ LOL tats the only thing i ate~ when home eat wad drink wad also come within about 15min~ all lao sai sia!!!

my life is aimless~ gimme some light show me the way pls~~!!

finally~ common test over~

2008-07-02T23:32:00.002+08:00

hoo~~ common test over~ time to study hard~ cos 5weeks later got the final exam for this sem~ gaolat~~ die liao~ so many ppl fail the fking math~~!! only less den 8 ppl pass!! wtf man!! so tat mean not i lousy~ is the paper hard~ Lol~

this pass weeks feel not bad~ think i change her life she found a job liao~ haha~ feel happy for her 2~ if u r reading this~ hope u will still work hard on ur job~ go for it gal~ haha~ working make u feel good~ aft a whole day of work go home u can sleep till so shiok~ so u wont miss ur sleep much again~ haha~~

when sentosa on monday~ the fking sun so strong!! burn till my face my back all sun burn!! so fking pain!!!!

den tues when to gym aft sch~! its dam pain when i do the banch press~!! my back is like ppl burning it with fire sia! and every work out i do tat need to left up my arm! it hurt like hell!! dam it man~ and when i sleep at nite i just cant move much move = wake up!! OMG!! pain!!!

wed
today~ nv go gym~ when to shopping abit!! bought a new urban male slipper~ $50~~~ fly away~ Lol~ poor me T_T but the slipper is comfortable la~ and when for a hair cut~ maybe i gonna dye my hair next hair cut~ haha~ den some more $$$ fly away~~ haha~~ have to cut down on my spending already~ i notice i already spend about $100 in 2days liao! if i dont stop i will die man!! money hard to earn! fking cb hope i will get GST rebate!! think is $150 i think~ my fren say 1 guy 1 years younger den me also get liao~!! if i get tat i go buy a barbell and weights den can train more at home!! Lol~~

Guan Ying Ma!!! pls gimme more MONEY!! $$$ to build up my dream!! my body!!my future!! money is a big part of body builder also! diet! protein! drinks! and its NOT CHEAP!! go GNC to see for urself!! how much is protein powder!! and 1 protein bar how much!!
SO GUAN YING MA!! pls!! give ur god son some money to build his body! i will make u proud!

hahaha update

2008-06-26T17:52:00.002+08:00

COMMON TEST in short CT

for the pass week wanna study~ but see the books headache lol still study abit la~

but when i m siting for the paper knn i 4got the formule! eg today EP paper dam i noe all the formule and all the color code! *paper start* i flip my paper open! OMG eh wad is the color code ar~ got to ah ga ah ga~ rmb abit! and the formule! also~ all missing in my head! and i did read thru it it just when missing in my brain!! wtf!! sianed~ sia~~

GYM
finally back to gym~ feel so shiok aft the workout~ feel so macho~ and finally the long 4gotten sharp tat was missing for the slacking in pass 2 weeks is back! haha

i even bring mr slacker(daryl~) to gym today~ haha~ and he say he will join me for gym at my house near by de gym once everyweek~ got khaki to go gym liao~ dont scare holiday no khaki go gym liao~~ LoL~~

overall

this week is a tiring week~ feel so stress about the common test.. tml last paper liao~ hope i can have 48hr a day~ so i can plan out more study gym and play time LOL

24hr a day is just too short~! sleeping already have to take away 8hr~ leave 16hr aday~ travel here and there already take about 3hr aday so leave with 13hr aday~~ eating time take about 1.30hr so leave with 11.30hr toilet break, bath another 1.30hr~ leave with 10hr~!! gym 2hr leave with 8hr! 8hr for the rest of study and computer using ~!! where got enuff!!

god pls make 1 day 48hr! tat will b enuff for me !! pls~~

news updates

2008-06-20T01:28:00.002+08:00

www.cherries--ontop.blogspot.com

lastest update!! gals go see see look look buy buy!! best deal on the net! where to find!!

HOT new item out! go go see see look look buy buy!!

OMG!

2008-06-18T11:25:00.003+08:00

for the past 1 week i have being rotting at home watching anime Jdrama~ and going out with frenz! till ytd i found out sch reopen this coming week~ OMG common test coming liao! 1 week of hell!! gonna study liao! and the past week i nv being to gym at all! slacking sia! but only do some push up all those at home la! oh wo de tian!! wanna study but not in the mood to study LOL! but any way just revise the fking book la!! whahahahahahaha! hope i wont get to repeat any module! and i wanna take japanese for my CS << muz take!! haha

looking forward to it alot haha!!

ladys may i have ur attention pls~~

2008-06-13T01:16:00.001+08:00

http://cherries--ontop.blogspot.com/search/label/Top.n.Dresses

new online shopping website for u ladys~~~ pls surrport~~~

its a 1 stop shopping wedsite for ladys~~ hope u ladys will like the dress and things in there~~ good luck to ur shopping spree~~

GUYS also can buy for ur GF if u like~ if not buy for ur mum also can~~ LOL~~

PEANUTS PLS BUY SOME FOR URSELF LOL

last nite

2008-06-10T07:57:00.002+08:00

last nite HQ suddenly SMS me saying weirds staff~!
saying wad i feel so weird wad change into another person~ (becos i got project to rush and test to sit for) but he dont belive

cammie saw it ~ and he send daryl too~ end up quarrelling~(hq and cammie)
and cammie promise to leave me~ and aft sending her home she told me to pass her thing to anton~ and she nv gonna meet me again~

and she can tell me i m a big part of her life~ and she just abundon me like tat? and she told me Not to let her b alone~ and i was there for her~ wad every she say is nothing liao lor~ leave me ~ our 7-8 years frenship only worth a few words and its gone? LOL~ haiz

GOD~ pls Tell me ~Y ~ gals always say one thing and do another thing~ she my ex~ both same~ leave me alone~ let me die here~ alone~

haiz~ GOD how do u wanna me to belive in love again? lucky she's Not my gf if not Now i think i doing something else liao!

ppl in this world is selfish~ haiz~ wad they say and wad they do is totally diff~ 100% diff~!

holiday come~ PLay maple private server~ its fun~ wanna play tell me~ PM me call me or sms me~ i will tell u how to get to the private server~~ !!

drop rate 25x
mesos rate 25x
EXP rate 100x

where to find?
LOL~~

~gonna sleep~ totally disapointed~~

some thing about me? LOL random update

2008-06-07T02:14:00.002+08:00

notice i m tired this week LOL lots of gym~ and self training at home~ tired sleep wake up~ love gym so much~ on tue when to gym aft sch~ there is a cute gal there sia~ her hair slightly dye red~ shoulder length~ cute smile~ and think she over heard my conversation with my fren and b4 i was to go she tok to me~ haha~ she ask me am i in the basketball team~ i told her No think tat was a disapointing answer haha~ aft tat i when off~ and my royston stanley and kian soon say i hongster sia~ LOL and of cos they say me babe magnet~ cos the week b4 when we r about to leave they saw a gal smiling to me also~~ LOL~ aft tat wed and thur i rest~ nv train scare my muscle cant take it~ LOL~ everyday gym will die de sia~ haha~

and from i m trying to jian fei~ try to take in less carbo like rice bread wheat~ all those and potato of cos~!! and aft 6-7 NO MORE FOOD~! strictly only water and milk~ haha~ seems like it work~ quite abit i like slim 1kg liao sia~ =x try to maintain for 1 week see how much i can lost~ haha~

friday aft sch go gym i feel like taking number from tat red hair cute gal~ LOL but too bad and so sad when i reach there she was leaving liao T_T~!!! and i only can wait till sch reopen or see when go back sch gym den can take number from her again! sad sad sad~ how i hope can faster get her number and can sms chat with her =x haha~~

recently bz bz ah~ pls wait for me to update ah~ haha try to give u guys more update bah cos HOLIDAY IS Here~~~ whahahaha~~

peanuts miss me~~ LOL~~

Lame by ken

2008-06-07T01:57:00.002+08:00

Those that have been tagged, write the answers to the questions on your blog and replace one question that you dislike with your own one. Then tag 5 other people to do this quiz.

1) What do you hate about your CCA?
Ans: No CCA liao LOL~ i do my own cca own time own target~ go gym~

2) What's your favourite colour?
Ans: Black and White alot others dont wanna name la

3) How old were you when you had your first crush?
Ans: LOL its too young to even rmb sia~ =x

4) How did you enter your present school?
Ans: apply for the course lor if not how?

5) Who's your best friend currently?
Ans: alot to name~ those i meet and those i hang out with~

6) What's the most memorable date in your life?
Ans: everyday~

7) Do you want to be noticed by members of the opposite sex?
Ans: hmm.. maybe

8) State your favourite phrase or quote.
Ans: No pain No gain

9) What's your two deepest wishes now?
Ans: 1) i can become a million air. 2) a body tat make me proud~.

10) How do you want your relationship/future relationship to be like?
Ans: Trust, honesty, comfortable, happiness, communication

up de date up de date~

2008-05-30T02:41:00.003+08:00

23th~may~ friday~
today when to gym~ finally kian soon coming gym wit us~ tats great~ getting more and more ppl go gym with us liao~ LOl~ feel great aft gym~ love the feeling~ my biceps and chest~ BIG!! all those ah beng see me like see monster like tat~ they face got write WAH SIAO LIAO i walk so guai lan~ later he punch me i die liao~ LOL~ walk pass 1 ah beng about age of 16-18 he stare at me~ and aft few sec he look on to my body he turn and walk very fast~ LOL~and dont dare to walk in 360 way~ LOL!
when home change go meet tiong bahru CC play bball~ LOL~ alot ppl~ den got ppl cut my team Q cos playing next team ma~ den they say got 1 more team we muz wait~ den i walk out with my fren~ they tok tok tok~ den i shout "wah wad now wanna play gangster ar? lai la" den the guy shut his gap and say okay okay~ u guys play 1st LOL! its fun~ haha~ aft tat when dinner and when home early~~ LOL~

sat

morning wake up very early~ today got an event~ is to release thing back to where they belong~ and its call (fang shen in chinese) wake up at 8+ my sis wake me up to take thing down~ and come back home try to sleep~ till 9~ meet cammie~ cammie going with me ma~ so meet her go lor~ heres some photo of us~ at the event~ when out to the sea~~

tats cammie me and my sis~

ended the day at bula ubin for lunch and i when home cammie~ stay there ride bike~ blah blah blah~ when home sleep~~ LOL~~

sunday~
today whole day rot at home~ till at nite go out for dinner~ tats all~ boring sunday~~

monday~

today lesson start at 9~ when sch~ den eat slack go lesson~ lesson end at 6~ dam boring~ my life so no life~~ sian~~ go dinner~~ and go home sleep`

tue
today is the day~ go GYM!! today got lesson cancel~ aftnoon 1-3pm de lesson~
nv bring book to sch~ just bring thing for gym~ LOL~ lesson start at 9~ reach sch~ go 1 lesson~ till 10~ go eat~ and head towards gym~ not many ppl~ tats good~ today got kian soon stanley royston K and me~ started with close grip~ for the chest~ feel so shiok doing tat~ LOL~ love it~ will do more~~!!! and most training my upper body tat day~ haha~~

heres some pic taken~

me and K

aft gym walk out~

this is my brother~ national women body builder =x haha~ she say i m her sister sia~ LOL

wed
aft sch~ raining~ meet jessy for go bugis accompany her go walk walk~ den we walk from bugis to orchard~ quite a walk~ haha~ we were toking none stop~ in fact we met each other 2 times only~ but its like nv ending toking~ like some how we knew each other for very long LOL~ and we when to shaw house ther~ the MOS burger wait for her fren xinyi and we head down to serangoon there de CHOMP CHOMP have our dinner~ and i take bus 136 to kovan wait for 153 to go home~ reach home at about 12+ haha~ tired day~

thurs
got test today~ lucky~ i got a 75mark for it~ haha~ scare fail sia~ haha~ and aft when home at 6 reach home almost 6.40++ bath my dog~ and go slack awhile at home~ den 8+ meet cammie and go mac meet HQ kristin and nicholas porter~ LOL~ aft tat ricky come join us~ he wear a spider pig with him heres the pic~~

LOl~ nice spider pig~ he stolen the shirt in china!! LOL~

tats about the update bah~

miss joy joy A.K.A peanuts~ heres my update~ haha~~ i m not lazy bum just come home very late to update nia~ whahaha~~

stay tune~ for the new Shin pic =x haha

things tat happen this few days boring la~ LoL

2008-05-22T23:15:00.003+08:00

sunday~

whole day rotting at home~ finally rotten at 7am aft playing game~~ LOL~ den sleep~ ended 1 day LOL

monday~

vesak day~ sleep till about 3 wake up when to help at temple~ big event bah~ some more lama's teacher coming sg to give talk~ on wed so muz clear alot of thing~ and finally do do do do do do clean everything at about 2+ bah~

tues
sch start 9 lesson Communication Skill the teacher told me i nv hand in a work~ which i did it and pass up to her like the 1st few to pass up~ and she told me ya lor i rmb u did pass up but she just cant find the paper! wakao~ den she ask me to watch the video again and do~! i was like abit piss off for nothing my paper missing! so i ah ga ah ga do~ in the end pass up to her~ and its time to go home~
when orchard with wan and min to collect mass gainer which i ordered from wan( my brother de not mind) and aft collection i when home taking bus 14~ tired when home bath stick on the bed awhile den go down temple help~ cos they r clearing things left over from the vesak day and cleaning and decorating up to welcome lama's teacher~ cammie like to go help sia cos she say there very peaceful. lol which is true~ i like it there its peaceful and stress free~ no worry~ haha~ help till 1+ my sis drive us home~ sleep~

wed

today start 8 my sis drive me sch~ lol~ planned shui shui~ go gym aft sch~ when aft sch~ chiong to change~ den buy milk~ den go up gym!! bloody hell full~! den we wait outside den got 1 act macho man which is dam smelly tat time he inside the gym me and royston run when he is near us! dam smelly sia! he walk in got slot for him! fking hell! we angry liao~ den got 3 guys walk over wanna go in! den u say very loud "if they can go in i jio them 1 on 1 liao" den they turn back and 1 go inside ask and the 2 others walk down dont dare come up! finally wait till 3.45 du lan liao lor~ we go home~! reach home at about 5.50~ do abit weight lifting and slack awhile think i feel very sleepy bah! den when down to temple at about 8 cos lama's teacher is giving teaching! and when down~ meet cammie and anton~ den walk to temple~ sit down outside cos we late dont wanna go in~ and aft the talk we when in for blessing~! my sis give me and cammie a long thangka(something for blessing) and ask us to go get blessing and aft the blessing my sis told me only couple or lover go get bless together nia -_-!!! and den we celebrate lama's teacher bday over there~ eat some cake and when for dinner~ and we when home today its earlier ~ i reach home at 1+ liao LOL~~

thur
alot of funny things happen again wen zhi almost tio cheat by us to scare some gals cos he suggest to scare kian soon cos he 4get to get his shoe bag~ and not long aft wen zhi hind i tell him lai liao lai liao~ den royston and stanley count down~ 5.4.3.2.1. den wen zhi see eh y shoe diff de~ den he walk out and see~ 3 gals walking LOL~ he nearly scare them~ and we laugh like mad~ haha~ reach home about 6~ cos we early do finish can go home ma~ den i do my weight lifting training for my biceps and shoulder all those la~ and i measure my right biceps which is 16.5inch~ left hand 14.5inch~ and chest 45.5inch~~
love my biceps~ wanna train till 26.5 inch~ LOL!! monster!! but i will love it to b!!
when dinner with cammie HQ and kristin~ today i no need send cammie home~ LOl come home blog for u all to read! feel touch ma? its okay dont need cry~ just buy me some protein powder from GNC or cyto gainer from GNC for me can liao!~

love u guys ty for reading my blog ^_^

up de date~

2008-05-19T01:08:00.002+08:00

friday~
when sch~ at 10~ lesson start at 10ma~ when to eat in the middle of lesson~ den we go back lecture~ stanley 1st to walk in~ den wen zhi shout his name very loud and every 1 in the turn back and look at him and wen zhi slam the door~ and stanley go bang the door cos he is trying to run out LOL~ laugh till nearly die~!!its just dam funny~ haha~ aft tat we when for EP lesson~ stanley sit beside me also~ he was 4ever answering question from teacher~ but all wrong de~ LOL make us laugh like siao~ its good to have him in the class also la cos was ever he say its opposite~ and u will get the answer LOL~
aft tat me kian soon and stanley when down to queensway for some shopping~ i bought 1 red T shirt~ which look abit gay =x wear for fun nia~ haha~ and stanley buy alot of cloths cos we always say him wear button shirt not sian meh LOL~ but he still buy a few button shirt LOL~ its about 4.15 when i reach home~ sleep awhile wake up hand swollen and HQ call me ask me play bball i say my hand swollen nia he say nvm cancel other day play~ aft tat cammie bring door food to my door step~ LOL~ aft tat tot of meeting my makan kakis for diner but all bz tat day~ so i pei cammie to buy food and send her home~ aft tat i msg her a chinese msg LOL and no reply~ so i do some weight training~ a 12.8kg dumbell~ dam shiok~ aft training can see my muscle gose big~ LOL but i was trying to sleep at 12am but just cant sleep~ T_T muscle cant grow~ cos we need to sleep at 1-4am to let muscle grow u noe~? cant sleep till about 3.45 HQ call ask me later go mac eat breakfast~ the new mac breakfast macgri wad so ever its nice man~~ loveit~ reach home at 4.45am like tat den still cant sleep den play game my bro come back ask me to wake him up at 6.45 so i play PSP till 6.45 wake him also wont wake up~ till 7am den he wake up LOL~ his pro in sleeping~ so i when to sleep at 7am also~

sat
wake up at 3.40pm HQ ask me accompany him to buy PSP when to china town~ and walk walk walk walk walk walk walk walk walk~~~ till 6+ go his house den go my house~ he wanna upload songs into his PSP~ and aft tat he when to meet kristin~ and we decided to watch movie~ Accuracy of Death~ new show~ its nice~ if u dont get the meaning u wont like it~ its a nice story~ haha~ write till her lazy to carry on~ sleepy liao~

last sat till today~

2008-05-15T19:31:00.002+08:00

sat

meet raymond cammie and nicholas for dinner at spize~ ate nasi goreng pattaya~ nice~ LOL~ aft tat we head down to vivo for movie~ speed racer~ god i love tat movie~ love it since i was young~ i mean the cartoon version from japan~ its nice~ haha~ aft movie~ its about 2.45am~ we slowy walk from vivo to go home~ raymond seems emo tat nite so dint tok to him much~ haha he is so emo de la haha~ and just keep on disturbing her cos she scare crockcoach~ lol~ i m so bad~ =x reach home almost 4~ bath play cs till 8am sleep~

sunday~

wake up at about 4am dam tired my sis wake me up at 9am than cant sleep till about 11am back to my sleep till 4am bah~ aft wake up i play cs again~ and meet my makan ka kis for dinner~ cammie, HQ and kristin. cammie meet me at my house here and we go take bus to tiong bahru aft we get onto the bus than saw HQ and kristin get on to the bus~ LOL.. than off we when to walk walk bought a manga~ than meet up with nicholas~ and head to kopitiam for dinner~

thing i ate tat nite
haha~ aft the dinner~ kristin and HQ when home~ and the 3 of us when to henderson wave~ the new brigde at mount faber park~ its really high and nice just need to climb up there~ to relax~ slack til 12am when home~ nv send cammie home~ got nicholas send her home can le la~ haha~~ sleep~ monday lesson start 9~ haha~

monday~

when sch~ meet up with kian soon at MRT walk in tgt~ alot of fun things happen~ laugh like siao~ stanley is currently the joker~ LOl he always tok cock make us laugh till peng~ its really LMAO! post his pic let u all see LOL haha
this is stanley~

just look at his face can make u laugh liao LOl

when home at 6~ when home heard HQ and kristin quarrel again~ and i caught a flu~ so nv meet up wit them~ sleep~~ till morning~

tue~
morning wake up nia~ got a msg from cammie~ she told me. nicholas is jealous and envy of me. cos she treat me well.. and she told me he wanna jio her back and anton wanna jio her also.. she ask me which 1 is good LOl~ so i reply her"hmm.. okay simple who do u think u will b happy and safe with" wad is reply me is "you.. haha"
feel so shock~
okay feeling for her cant say dont have~ but i dont wanna to lost her cos of bad relationship or wad. so i was tryin to scare her with crockcoach thing and try to make her detest me more~ and maybe she wont even think abit about me~ haiz but dont noe y when i see the msg my feeling was shaken. very FAN AR! dont noe wad to do.. if i tell her i dont noe wad will happen~ if i dont tell her she will alway b my fren and nothing much~ seeing her happy can liao rite? haha~ let time tell bah~ dont wanna think cos even if i think wont be a correct answer come out de~ LOL

weds today lesson will end at 2+ haha going GYM~! got my protein~ and its BIG!!

protein BIG RITE?
when gym with wen zhi royston wan and stanley~
almost injured myself~ cos stanley was crapping and its all funny till will LMAO de!!
the gym in NYP is small and got selfish ppl hanging onto the same equipment for 1hr30min++ think he fit PUI! ask him wait~ few month later he is nothing to me~ LOL
we leave gym at 5pm~ when kou fu to eat~ and head home~ about 6.45pm i reach redhill MRT~ walk home~ with the big big protein~ like i m holding a BOMB like tat every1 in the train see see see~ like i holding bomb sia~~! KNN~ aft reach home i change and when down to membina court to play bball~ with guo cai, kuku, HQ and anton~ cammie and kristin was there to see us play la~~ play till 10+ when dinner~ saw nicholas at bukit merah mac~ and he join us aft tat~ and my sis call me to go home early just to help her carry things up to my house cos she say its heavy~! BULLSHIT~ dam light~ oh and i injured my wrist again~ dam pain this time round~ feel like pulling out my hand sia~! the pain~ is so so so so so so so so so so so so pain!!

thurs
wake up abit abit late~ reach sch 8.20~ LOl late 20min~ also joke and fool around~ having fun,joy and laughters~ haha~ today wont be going out later bah~ cos i feel like staying home alone~ rest~ cos tml going to queensway shopping center with royston they all~ cos they wanna buy boxer! cos they saw mine cute cute boxer and wanan buy~~ LOl~ i got alot cute cute boxer LOL~ haha~~ write till here when free i write again more~~~

and here is some pic of chen xi~ poor thing frenster tio hack~ and its dam funny~ the hacker write his hobbies is wad guess wad? its rub ku ku jiao!! and alot dam funny and gay and perverted things~ the hacker did a great job to make me LMAO also~ and he send his guy fren a comment"i miss u in bed~~" something like tat~ i read liao i cant stop laughing for few min~ cos i saw his fren reply his comment~"dont spoil my reputation leh~ even if i gay also wont gay with u" something like tat!!!! LOL~~ OMG cant stop laughin~~!!! feel bad for him also~ dont let me noe who hack him~ i will 1st treat him to a drink for making me laugh like mad and than whack the hell out of him LOL~~

sleepy chen xi~

there he sleep again~

feel sad for them

2008-05-14T00:51:00.002+08:00

The official Xinhua News Agency said the death toll exceeded 12,000 in Sichuan province alone, and 18,645 were still buried in debris in the city of Mianyang, near the epicenter of Monday's massive, 7.9-magnitude quake.

The Sichuan Daily newspaper reported on its Web site that more than 26,000 people were injured in Mianyang.

The numbers of casualties was expected to rise due to the remoteness of the areas affected by the quake and difficulty in finding buried victims.

There was little prospect that many survivors would be found under the rubble. Only 58 people were extricated from demolished buildings across the quake area so far, China Seismological Bureau spokesman Zhang Hongwei told Xinhua. In one county, 80 percent of the buildings were destroyed.

we should be happy its not happening to singapore~ cos if this really happen singapore will be gone~

feel real sad for them and feel helpless also.. 80 percent of the buildings were destroyed. they have no where to stay,no food & no water. lost of family members. feeling depress lost everything over night.

we muz cheris wad we have. they have nothing left. imagin wad if its us over there suffering.

if only i have the money i will find a group of ppl to fly over there and help them repair wad ever building that can be repair and fix the electrical cable back for them to provide them wad they need..

if i were a rich man son i will help them!! but i m not~ if ppl sponsor me go help i also will go help out de !!

hope tat the death were bless with eternal happiness the next life.

things sometimes make u so dam~!!

2008-05-12T19:54:00.004+08:00

A BODY AND MIND NEED TO BE BUILD AND TRAIN TO FIND IT OWN PATH OF LIFE!

some times feel so shallow.. wad m i doing everyday~ tot i found abit of life.. but end up its gone also~ meeting up with frenz everyday~ okay its fun and wads more to do when u see ur fren quarrel everytime~ have to stop they from it~ b the middle man~ getting them back together~ just like cleaning shit out of some 1 ass~ wad to do? i take them as my brothers n sisters.

feel really meaningless sometime when going out with them~ more to say i will b alone~ thinking wad m i doing? izzit better for me to stay at home rest? sometimes its tiring but its okay ^^ putting on a smile its alrite for me ^^

recently feel really tired just feel like resting at home~ if u wanna say me slack is okay~ maybe i will rot i dont mind~ LOL

but its alrite~ i bought my protein and i m ready to go gym everyday aft sch~ i dont care wad other ppl think i dont care wad other ppl say~ its nice or not i like can le~ even if i gals think muscle too big not nice dont like or wad so ever nvm~ i will b single 4ever~ if i have too~~ haha~

i really dont mind to b alone~ if u wanna leave me alone i will thank you ^^

some thing every1 ask about~ aft reading my blog

2008-05-11T06:47:00.004+08:00

okay its cammie~ every1 ask me wheather she is my gal fren anot aft reading my blog and looking at my frenster. the answer is NO she is not~ she is my sec sch class mate~ Noe her since sec 1 till Now almost 8years alredy~ ask me wheather i like her anot~ i only can say we r very close fren.

when she like me tat time.. i was deeply in love with with some 1 else. and aft i lost tat special some 1.. i was so lost. cammie is always by my side. and i realise i took her too much like a brother LOL~ some time she just treat me too good. just have alittle bit of feeling for her bah~ but she is have boy fren liao~ so i give up the feeling to b frenz only lor~ haha~~

so now for us its not possible for us to b together cos we r just close fren tat scare of losing each other~ cos u noe when couple break they will come to a part where they hate each other bah~ haha~

tats cammie and me~ fren fren only dont anyhow think think~

tats my buddy~~ LOL~~ they say we gay so bad!! my buddy here is 201cm tall!

THIS WEEK UPDATE! TILL TODAY~

2008-05-10T04:21:00.003+08:00

MODAY 5/5/08

today sch end at 6 its dam boring. so me and my buddys run the last lesson which is psyhic at about 5. dam boring~ aft tat i rush dont to bugis in a 3quarter pants and t-shirt with my bag full of books~! reach there about 6+. meet up with cammie, kristin and anton they were eating pasta mania. than i when to 77th street to buy ear studs.aft tat we when to bugis street for a walk. the gals buy cloths and we 2 see gals(me and Anton see gals =x) haha.. it was about 8.30pm we wanna go back meet HQ for dinner. we take bus 33 go up. kristin pay 55cent for student price. and the uncle fucking hell. dont let some more detain her EZlink card! than she was all the way sad on the bus. cammie and i was smsing each other when we r just sitting beside each other to see how to settle kristin problem~! aft reach henderson we when to cammie house. she wanna pass kristin a D&G bag which she NV USE B4! and it cost SGD$900++(wth!!) LOL! HQ seems moody(PMS) and kristin was sad~ than! aft we reach the market outside they start to shout at each other! wth man~ i when aft HQ and tell him WTF r u doing again! its a small matter only wtf izzit happening again! and kristin arrival she shout at him and dig out the old HQ ex-GF to say. he when mad~ and look like wanna hit her like tat stopped him aside and bring him to 1 side to fk him up! cammie and i is fking him in 1 corner and than kristin come and say "nvm la.break jiu break. nvm de. u wanna go home rite go home lor" than HQ run and i chase aft him again! this time i stop him and cammie ask kristin to tok to him properly than i when away dont noe wad the fk they said and HQ bang the matel railing and start to cry~ and say say say say say kristin walk away and we have to comfort HQ to stop crying and relax and than bring them to play ground to tok~~ its dam tired to see them quarrel everytime!! haiz. wonder when will they stop quarrelling!

tues.
go for math lesson than aft tat~ communication skill lesson~ watch stupid movie to do assignment~ i was sleeping all the way~ and wake up ask jean for answer LOL.
aft tat we when for a small class movie trip~ watch iron man~ i watch it again~ LOL
classmate who when for the movie is (stanley,kain soon,wan,min,kenneth,xiao ying and jean)
aft the movie we when to have our dinner we from PS there walk till marina square~! LOL about 15-20min walk haha~ aft tat when to meet cammie HQ and kristin for dinner at mac~ dam tired everynite sleep at 2+ LOL~ sad me~ oh and cammie is moody tat day pei her walk home~ than when home reach home about 2+ liao sleep at about 3~ weds lesson always start at 8 dam tired aH!!

wed
8am lesson~ notice tat today me royston and kian soon all 3 of us is man in black~ LOL~ we wear black color 3 quater~ and black color t shirt~~ haha~~ till 4 i like weds lesson is cos of the pratical lesson of electrical. dam ez can say =x but some i dont care la~ teacher scold me for teacher my classmate cos they have to do it themselve so if i help them they will noe nothing about the lesson LOl~
aft sch when home rest for few hr~ than meet up with anton ~ than when to meet cammie~ than nicholas, and HQ and kristin~ we when to maxwell market for dinner~ aimming the porriage aft tat nothing better to do we when to bukit merah mac to slack lor~ slack till about 12+ almost 1 liao~~ time to go home liao~ haha~ sleep~~

thur
morning lesson 9 start~ my sis drive me to sch today~ meet royston and stanley~ and the kain soon late~ haha~ aft tat we walk in to lecture room and sit aside~ aft wen zhi came we when for out breakfast in the middle of the lesson~ at kou fu~ aft we ate its almost 12pm which is hard for ppl to find sit~ and i notice there is a cute cute gal which look so cute with her frenz no place to sit and i told my guys hey lets go~ and i smile~ the cute cute little gal look at me and smile to me~ wow!! heart melted~! haha~ if i m not wrong tat gal should b a year 3 student~ we when to leson~ at 1we have a break again~ and we when to e plaza slack~ LOL stanley see chen xi sleeping and his pants can see his underwear come out stanley go take tibits put into his pants! OMG er xin! haha and we when to buy drinks~ slack abit more go lesson for 1 more hr~ and go home~~ when home sleep till 9 when to meet cammie kristin and HQ again~ for dinner at MAC~~ i notice i ate mac alot recently =x getting fat~! muz train liao LOl~ aft tat its raining and we send kristin home and i walk home take umbrella and send cammie home~ on the way home HQ very KP so i use umbrella to poke him alot of time LOL~ wad can he do? nothing but let me POKE!! haha~~ cos he like to say me~ and i say him back he use lame things to say me back~ so i have to use some violent in it to shut him up~ haha~~

friday~
meet kian soon at MRT almost late sia~ make it in time haha~ than we when into lecture room~ and same thing our gang gather already go breakfast~ haha~ aft breakfast we when to E plaza slack~ me royston kian soon and stanley when to BH(babe hunting~) again~ saw 1 really chio chio chio de gal~~ we all 4 all turn back and wanna follow her~ LOL~ if u see her u also will say she chio ah~! haha~ than when for last lesson~ than go home~ we when to MRT togeher~ than royston n K was going toward jurong east side~ and me kain soon and stanley when to city hall side~ we tok cock on the train till city hall LOl~ reach home about 3+ when to sleep~ and i was suppose to meet my frenz for BBALL but i was being ask to go for a PUJA(some sort of tibetain buddisht prayer) and when to meet my other 2 teacher they r frenly and funny just like choki nyima rinpoche one is choki nyima rinpoche brother and one is his brother son~ which is all rinpoche. they were all my teacher which i see them since young and they they even ask me to stay and have a chat with them ^^ and give me a medicine budda amulet~
so i dint when for my bball game becos i tot i can leave early so i bring along all my bball gears in the end nv play cos when i reach there is about 10++ already no 1 play liao all waiting for me only~ aft tat we when to lavander the temple which i always go~ cos cammie wanna get a amulet. and this time i get her a guru rinpoche amulet~ and aft tat we when for dinner at lavander food court~ intro cammie eat chicken chop. she order already she say eee the source very er xin~ which is a nice source she dont Noe how to eat -.-!!! and she even wanna poke my eye =x (VERY VIOLENT SIA) so she give me abit of the chicken and she say the fried also got she give me abit also~ and she end up feeding me her fried than i saw her putting the source and feed me -.- and she say got source she dont wanna eat LOL~ aft tat we take cab home i pay for the cab fare~ and send her home~ than i when home play CS till just i start to update my blog~ now is 5.10am~

sat and sunday story will b posted as soon as i m free~~ whahaha~~

peanuts~ is this enuff for u to get over ur bored? whahaha~

some update~

2008-05-07T02:15:00.002+08:00

2nd may~ friday nite aft i blog my last post i when for bball~ reach there about 8 liao~ play awhile with some kids. (like sec3-4) very guai lan~ feel like ending their bball life.. but they r still young i dint do it.. all anyhow jump its so easy to make them fall to injured thier leg or knee cap go on the ground 1st~ its not hard.. its just tat i noe more about them and they r still kids dont wanna kill them.. LOL~ aft tat HQ and kristin when in to a big big quarrel. really i tell u~ everyone no mood liao~ but nvm they r our brother. we go look for them and make them settle thing~ its only small thing. LOL. nvm.. aft tat when we leave them 2 to settle thier problem.. me and cammie walk i tell her.. its normal play dont need to worry. think she got the wrong idea of me saying her busy body bah.. she just got mad at me. no choice i say to her.. i nv say u busy body. is just tat its very normal thing u can see LoL. and she got ever more mad at me.. and i knew it was coming so.. i say "oh sorry my fault" than i walk infront talk to daryl.. than cammie when missing~ so worried about her sms her wad so ever than aft HQ and kristin meet up with us le. kristin sms her ask her to join us for dinner~ and she dont noe where we r and i when to fetch her~

fetch her tat time. i reach alraedy than i told her i m sorry. than she start to say me saying her busy body. LOL.(its just a miscommunication only la) so i try to explain to her and she dont bother me nvm lor~ LOL~ so i give her 1 dao look and i when to get my food~ and she talk to me in the end LOL. maybe we r just too close fren liao~ haha~ its not a bad thing. at least she care for us and we care for her 2~ haha~

having close fren is a good thing they will care about u when u r in bad condition~

and its not a bad thing to help ur fren when they r down or upset or wad ever~ cos everything u do there will b a KARMA(if i dint spell wrongly)

tats y nv do bad thing!!

sat~ when to meet cammie, raymond and nicholas for dinner at WARAKU aft tat when to catch a movie IRON MAN~ love the movie~ its cool and most important i like iron man since i was a KID! the cartoon and comics LOVE IT!! think there will b IRON MAN 2 bah~ cos IRON MAN partner WAR MACHINE haven come out yet~!and they will b fighting bad guys together in part 2 bah!! so looking forward to it~! haha ~~

IRON MAN ROCKZ~~ watch twice liao =x

sunday
when to sing song with HQ kristin and UGLY FROG(tian soon) lOL. most of the singing is done by me and HQ.. frog singing sux to the core~ no voice no sound 1 LOL.. u will laugh if u ever see him sing~! LOL~ sing till 10.20pm~ we when back to redhill market to meet cammie and nicholas for dinner~ i and HQ eat alot~ haha~ like competition like tat LOL~ okay la eat 2 kosong prata.prawn noodle~ and carrot cake =x its alot since we dint eat since morning~ haha~ aft tat~ i send cammie home and go home sleep~

write till here bah~ tml lesson start @8 i now 2.35am still blogging sia~ for the comfort of peanut reading~ i have to do it =x haha~ if not she will b boring~

SPECIAL FOR PEANUTS (my loyal reader)

TO : Peanuts
From : Shin

peanuts da jie jie~ try to spend some time out door~ its time for u to try even harder than b4~ dont b afaird how other ppl look at u~ they look at u cos u pretty la~ dont worry~ out door is fun better than slacking at home wor~! BEST LUCK TO YOU~!

from where i stop last post~

2008-05-03T05:46:00.002+08:00

sat nite~ 260408
when we when to the play ground~ at about 1am.. cold dark quiet~ only me cammie HQ and kristin.. cammie kristin and i were facing the playground and HQ is sitting on the floor of the playground~
aft toking some time dont noe wad happen i got a chile down my back.. and my hair stand my arm my leg my back all the hair stand.. even ask them to touch it =x haha.. for a few times it happen~ i have a bad feeling about it.. than suddenly cammie when into blank while looking at the play ground slide..and say "so far" than kristin ask her wad so far? i think something is not rite liao~ than cammie say hey y dont we go tml go got work.. than i send her home on the way she tell me "go home msg me i got thing tell u later~" really bad feeling. aft sending her home when i was walking i think.. msg her now ask better muz b the play ground got thing~
so i msg her~ she reply just now got 1 head at the slide there looking at us. for some time than she go blank awhile.. and i say no wonder i feel the chile down my back.. and i happen to noe she have being very SHAY(unlucky recently) like walk down staircase got thing pull her leg and push her~ even got blue black out of no where.. lol..

sunday morning 290408
i got nitemare~ and not 1 i wake up and sleep again and got another 1 think i have about 3-4 nitemare tat nite.. when i wake up i when to my altar table and pray to my god mother(guan ying ma) and than its so happen tat my sis ask me to help her along to clean the altar table and the god and goddess on it.. being years since we clean it.. wipe wipe clean clean~ than polish polish~ i polish my Dzambala(yellow good of wealth) from copper red i polish it till like sparkerling gold! than its about7pm when for dinner and go to temple with my sis~ its at 2 betty lane< its a nice place. haha there got good doctor.if u wanna see can just donate any amount u like. dont stingy la.. donate more la.. LOl the doctor pro sia..violent put GOOD!aft he rub and push here and there for me feel much better.. LOL! even its pain i was laughing all the time.. the needle when he poke in i start to laugh liao~ my sis say wah u look like enjoying it sia~! haha.. aft tat i get cammie a amulet of a protector buhdda. than when home~

monday
sch end at 6. have a dinner with chokling nyingma rinpoche aft tat when home and rest. rinpoche was a always having a smile on his face when i saw him since i was very very young. a great man,teacher and of cos he give dharma talk in a very enjoyable way ^_^
when i have lesson in sch i will fall asleep but when listening to rinpoche talk i feel so enjoyable about it.. haha..

tues
communication skill again~ LOL its the best lesson in NYP.. all kind of joke can b crack there haha~ neither the less kain soon is the joke =x saying himself look like louis ku wad so many rubbish~ LOL~ and stanley confirm say he ah gua or gay or wad LOL~ love my classmates~ we r all fun loving ppls~~

wed
aft sch when home go play bball at nite~ with jing wei,san3,ricky,HQ~ and kristin and cammie where there to see also la~ weather dam hot~ and i injured my hand the same spot i see doctor about~ its dam pain~ my hand is trembling when i sit down and sms. WTH!! dam pain~ aft tat when for dinner in mac than send cammie home on the way i was scaring her about crochcoach~ and she seems to nearly lose her breath! feel bad aft sending her home i msg her =x lucky she is not angry with me~! but i still feel bad.. haha.. when home sleep~

thur
morning sleep till about 12pm wake up~ when for lunch~ and than when for dharma tok by rinpoche~ love it haha~ till 5pm i rush home~ tian soon come return me money(not even half he lend from me) than he stick in my house use my com~!!!! till 6pm jessy msg me~ we r having dinner tonite. meeting her at 6 .45. than i hurry rush to bath and change and when out at 6.20+ take a cab down~ reach there early 6.30 haha~ my house dam near orchard~ than when for dinner at ajisen.. tok tok tok~ haha~ we got alot to tok about~ even we noe each other not long haha~ it fun chatting with her~ aft tat about 9.20+ we go take MRT and i send her till city hall. than i when to meet HQ,kristin,cammie,tian soon and raymond~ than we go tok cock tok cock~ at a playground. Fking hell~ got ppl throw water bomb down~ nearly hit me~ but the water i kanna alot la!! curse the ppl who throw it!! lucky is water if not i will call police liao! knn!! than when home at 2+ play dota and sleep~~

friday
wake up at8.30~ lesson start at 10! got a bad block nose dint sleep much last nite! and having a fking headache~!! so dint when to sch~ sleep till 4pm wake up! watch some anime. than when out for bball training~ reach there play play play~ no train~
start with a couple quarrel.< they settle liao than me and cammie quarrel.lots of thing happen~ but end up still okay la everything settle~ when home~ brother use my com! cant use~ sleep~ cant sleep play PSP~ till 5+ almost 6 which is now updating my blog!! LOL.. sian dont noe tml go out with them wad to do.. feel so no meaning~ haiz~~ anyone wanna date me? leave ur reservation here or MSN~ or sms me bah~ ^_^

life seems to be so long yet i still cant find t he meaning~ maybe peanut is rite! i got my reason to be emo again ^_^
cos i m still in the past too!! haha~

if u think u r having the worst life think again. there is ppl out there tat is worst than u a 100 times.. and they did not give up~! so u should nv give up too! its only a matter of time and ppl u meet.. dont lock urself up. open urself to a brighter future!

update will be done as soon as the author(and tats me) have time =x

updates~

2008-04-26T12:09:00.002+08:00

monday~
sch end at 6 dam it~ me and royston pon the kick boxing lesson~ LoL~ and we when home~ oh ya and there is a guy name CHEN XI~! a china guy tat look like a sloopy singaporean~ join our group~ noe our group is growing larger~ with me=Shin,royston,wen zhi,kian soon,stanley,chen xi. this is the group we always stick together~ haha~ and always only me royston and kian soon doing BH = babe hunting =x we will tour the sch looking for pretty babes~~ tats fun~ monday end~~

tues
we have a lesson call "communication skill 1" tat lesson is full of fun and laughter~ the teacher say i m her best student in class~ cos every thing she ask i can answer in sec~ IQ too high liao dont blame me =x haha~ and on tat lesson when teacher trying to explain wad is geylang we all say chen xi and stanley always visit there~ and chen xi is using his laptop~ so i said"chen xi now booking hotel room for tonite geylang eat chicken rice~" all laugh till beng on the flood~ and when teacher say changi stanley say kian soon "there ah gua here" Lol and its like he was wearing a red tight tshirt and shorts look so gay~ LOL~!! ended with a fun day~ haha~

weds
feel sick~ wake up with block nose and bad coughing.. when to sch~ than when home sleep~ till 7+ wake up~ when to meet Jolene and HC~ saw faizal(4get how to spell ur name dont blame me T_T) we when for dinner~ jolene very long no see me liao~ we r still can connect to the channel easily lol~ HC seems abit sian.. like quarrel with jennifer like tat~ think they r okay liao bah~ aft finish dinner we send jolene home and i send HC home~ than time to meet~ cammie kristin and HQ~ 1st i when to meet cammie she is near my house ma~ than i accompany her go home take thing and change~ than we go my house take laptop when to mac wait for the kristin and HQ~ than we were at there~ and we ate~ than ricky come join us~ and we were there chatting chatting till very late~ about 1+ aft we leave mac ricky when home alone~ than we send kristin home~ than i send cammie home~ than i walk home alone~~

thur
TODAY FEEL MORE SICK AR!! nose cant breath~ just like ~ u leave me breathless~~ =x
than when sch~ prat lesson easy as ABC~ LoL teacher praise me somemore~ LOL~ cos every1 do wrong only i correct~ lol~ till 4 we when for C programming lesson~ the teacher say finish can go liao~ i pia mia do~ figure out myself how to do~!! and let them copy mind~ than we all when home~ at home so boring~~ sleep very early~ very tired~

friday~ morning~ wake up~ lesson start 10~ when for the lesson~ and we go GYM~!! can feel my musulse big~ i wanna join body building as CCA~!! its fun~ but muz sleep early eat cant eat rubbish~ all those~ LOL~ for a beautiful body i dont mind~!! haha i just wan my cutting to come out nice and stable can liao~ i dont wanna build mess~~

for friday nite happen too much~ update again on sunday~ look forward to it~

phenomenem things happen~~ stay tuned~~

short weekend~~

2008-04-20T16:45:00.002+08:00

this gonna b long~~ read on~~ haha~~

friday~

aft sch go play pool with kian soon,royston and xiao ying~ and i did a ear piercing~ not bad~ like it~ haha~ buy some studs~ when home~ about 4 reach home~ than go HQ house~ have lunch~ than kristin come~ we go tiong baruh meet ariel kristin's fren tat look like a malay gal but she's not la =x.. go jalan membela a new bball court to play bball~ play 5 on 5 with some china uncles~ very guailan! my team got me ricky dino HQ and huimin(siao charbo)=x haha
no dout we won~ lol~ aft tat next team is a group of so call AH BENG(some kids with some tatto la..) like i care.. trash them.. play rough with me? i haven even show u my rough.. can say i score most in the game bah.. aft tat do some shooting trainin! fking ricky say shoot25 ball score in 3min 3 set cant meet target do push up~ (knn my hand injure ask me shoot) but still do the push up give him~ and aft tat free throw~!! 20 ball nv score 5 push up again! they 3 fker sia! i score 10 and they score so little! ricky la! think only 1ball he score de lol! aft tat cammie come meet me and we have dinner together with ariel hq kristin and ricky~ the westen food at jalan membela not bad~ newly open~ try it~ IF U wan try tell me i bring u go u treat me eat~~ haha.. day ended..

sat~

wake up dam early~ go meet hq and kristin @ kristin house~ than meet the bloody tian soon a.k.a. FROG! tell him meet 4 he 4 than get out of his house. need ppl to call him and scold de leh! than take train to jurong to meet ariel.(btw we call her malay gal and use malay to tok to her=x)
and we go to a club 4get how to spell the name liao~ cheveron
aft tat when meet cammie and raymond for movie~ the forbidden kingdom~ its nice the fighting scene~ the jacky chan's joke's~ lol~ u will like it i tell u~ aft tat we when to have some ice cream at 7-11 ben and jerry's LOl~ than i go home~ check email frenster and PLAY CS! haha~ till 5am sleep~~

sunday
sleep at 5am wake up at 8~ go brighthill to offer respect to my grandmother and grandfather~
go simlim buy my new razar ear piece~ $60 very power LOVE IT!! haha~ and go walk walk buy buy thing till 3++ go home slack~~ gonna sleep soon~ tml aft sch still got kick boxing sia~~ hedache~~ LOL~~ hope u think this is boring~ =x cos i find it boring also~ haha~~

look forward.. dont turn back.. i will not turn back!

sorry dint blog few days due to No TIME

2008-04-19T02:40:00.000+08:00

erm i tml blog ^^ hehe~ sorry ar~ no time~ T_T will blog 2x more tml haha~~ take care everyone~~!!

ty for viewing my blog~!!

i have a nice class of ppls~ lol EC0802~ rockz

2008-04-15T22:36:00.002+08:00

getting abit more use to poly life liao.. is just like ITE life BUT! with NO LATE and Skip lesson~! cant even fall asleep la~ think i can get use to it as long as i m having fun in the lesson~ i dint play my PSP during lesson also~ or neither listen to music~

today 1st lesson~ the teacher is damn cute/cartoon(old man with funny attitude)~ haha~ he really can make the whole lecture class laugh out loud.. lol~

communication skill also not a bad lesson~ quite enjoyable~ teacher interact with us alot~ and have quite alot of jokes among ourselve~ haha~

wakao since lunch till now 1045 still haven eat my dinner~ now waiting for HQ to come than go eat liao~ he slow sia~ and he is asking me to go bball training~ we r forming a new bball team.. scare stress with sch works and no time sia~ lol~

Shin 120408

2008-04-13T09:52:00.002+08:00

today when out for dinner and movie with raymond and cammie aft tat when down to ivan's chalet.. cab fare $30~ woot~~ nvm.. money small thing.. got the heart to go down can liao.. haha..

reach there ivan drunk.. Lol.. nothing much to do.. drink tok all those.. 3+ ivan wake up bbq abit tok tok.. see ivan fren wanna make him drunk again Lol.. feel like helping him.. but think he can take it la.. in the end he pass some to alvin drink.. i ask vin pass me if he cant do it.. lol.. alvin drink liao also got kick.. LOL.. aft tat.. they play mahjong.. i see wilson going home ask him fetch me to the nearest MRT station take train home liao le~

found out this sentences is for real..男人不坏女人不爱。(man not bad women dont like) tats really for real.. cos.. mostly gals look for bf is for .. looks, money ,car &.. the more u make them angry the more they will care for u.. and always put u by thier mouth..

than man like me 好男人(good man) will always lose out to them.. Lol.. being Mr. good guy put me in a bad position. cos women dont like 好男人(good man).. tats y think i muz b some 1 more bad.. to ever find some 1 tat love me..

its good to have some 1 who love u more than u love them.. but.. tats something wont ever happen to me.. but loving some 1 and going stead with some 1 u love but they dont love u wads the point? treat them good = nothing, or tats wad u muz do.. but to them they r only using u.. no matter how good u treat them.. they will nv b happy..

041108 in english~

2008-04-12T04:50:00.002+08:00

back from demand.. english~ for a few post only la..

still find myself cant sleep at nite. dont noe y. its bothering me alot.. i gonna start my poly life liao how can i not sleep properly. damn it.

today wake up at 4pm.. HQ wake me up. jio me intro him to cut hair at my fren shop.. very nice hair cut he got.. agreed by his gf also.. haha..

aft tat 6.10pm reach tiong bahru CC no bring bball.. lucky alot ppl noe me there.. play match with them lor.. win and win and win.. sian liao.. super hungry have eat since last nite ma haha.. so 9+ sit down slack slack.. eat some tibits than we off at about 10.20pm for breakfast lunch and dinner.. haha.. than go home lor.. boring day! haha..

now 5am liao think i better sleep.. gonna go out tml.. some more gonna go Ivan's chalet aft going movie with raymond and cammie(buddys).. think will b damn late when i go home tml.. cos gonna b drinking bah think.. hope can maintain my drinking bah.. so far drink so much nv drunk once =x haha..

write till here bah..很累了啦，晚安啦，请天天读我的部落客喔！很开心和大家分想我的人生故事。