this week update~

this week presented all my project~ well pic i abit lazy to post yet~ haha~ maybe when i more free bah~ this week have always been to temple to help out and go for teaching~ its fun there~ peaceful~ nice place~ nice ppl~ great frenz~ nice chat~ cute and funny Shifu(Lama)~ haha~ love tat place~ and helping out there can earn merit~ doing good deed some more~ next week gonna b a bz week~ gonna go temple help out~ teaching almost whole week?!?! and most of all its my bday MONDAY! well~ its nothing big i noe~ but see wad happen later on bah~ and this coming sunday~ looking forward to it~ animal liberation~(fang shen) releasing animal~ i love the day~ have to do heavy duty but its fun~ think this coming sunday de will b a big 1~ haha~ well cos we already plan to come liao~ well my so call drama brothers =x haha~ adam wen hao jing wei jia hui~ more to come haha~ well when we r together we just tok about everything~ dont noe y~ maybe its our krama of past life bah~ maybe we all know each other in the past life LoL~ more update~ stay tune~ to Shin's blog~

tats all folk~

纯真

纯真

长长的路上
我想我们是朋友

如果有期待
我想最好是不说

你总是微笑的你
总是不开口
世界被你
掌握

月亮绕地球
地球绕着太阳走
我以为世界是座
宁静的宇宙

今晚的天空有一颗流星划过
在预言着什么
　
在无声之中你拉起了我的手
我怎么感觉整个黑夜在震动
耳朵里我听到了心跳的节奏
星星在闪烁
你会怎么说

你心中一定有座浓雾的湖泊
任凭月光再皎洁照也照不透

你眼中闪烁湖面
无边的温柔

那波光在
诱惑

在无声之中你拉起了我的手
我怎么感觉整个黑夜在震动　

耳朵里我听到了心跳的节奏
星星在闪烁

你会怎么说

你已经有他就不应该再有我
世界的纯真此刻为你有迷惑

我想我应该轻轻
放开你的手

我却没有力气
这么做

sat~

well today basically can say i rotted at home~ do some push up~ some free weight~ but i eat snack~ LoL fat liao~ watch drama~ anime~ tv~ slack at home = rot~ how i hope i got a personal gym rite next door~ go in and bang those machince~ to build some muscle~ Lol~ tml wake up early go buy some formal wear~ haha hope wont cost me bomb bah~ haha~

update 190708

coming to week end~ well seems like gonna wear formal to present my project this coming tues~ loL~ sian~ got to buy this and tat~ will try to get som pic to should u guys when i m in formal wear~

gym~
still hanging on to gym~ not letting go~ how i wish i can take knife cut my tummy LoL~ upper body so nice lower body so sux~ cos my tummy still there~ lucky not very big~ LoL~ but still feel like cutting it away~ need more training~

well the aft gym when u walk out of the gym~ going to place with many ppl u will feel extra good~ well~ girls will look into my way~ like"wow~ his so fit~ chest and shoulder so big~" LoL~ chest getting harder~ biceps still the same~ cos recently go gym do more banch press.. well work 2x harder on it 1st~ make till super hard like rock~ den make my tummy go away~ LoL~ biceps still same~ well~ lack of biceps free weight training bah~ shrug this week also nv train still the same~ leg still alrite~ can almost touch the ring when i jump~(ppl say so big size still jump so high!) LoL~~

well will blog soon~ aft my presentation~ with picturez~~

lost

i think i m turning into a headless ghost~ following the flow of ppl around me~ doin things without even noeing wad i m doing~ LoL~

test over project come~ final exam coming soon~ hoo~~

i m aimless in life~ and its not just today~ aft i break with my ex i can say i m totally aimless.. dont noe wad to do. dont noe who to love. dont noe who to thrust. making lots of fren~ yes~ but i m still lonely~ its not i dont have fren but the loneliness with in me is just too much~ and i m scare~ girls can b very scary 1 sec they can love u so much~ the other sec they noe other guy and tats it~ byebye~ and its ur fault~ reason "cos u cant give them wad they wan","u dont love her enuff" and on and on and on~

some times really feel like locking myself up or if i m very rich i will go to japan or some other place~ which i can start a new life~ lay back life~ farming veg all those~ staying in the country side~ (dream on)

or maybe aft my NS i will b missing~ for a few years going to (Le Cordon Bleu)blue ribbon culinary school to take a degree in culinary~ LoL some dream of mine~

back to reality~

recently last week~ sick~ caught a cold~ this week monday~~!! when sch ate a chicken chop~ go home fking LAO SAI and VOMIT tummy pain like hell!!Tio food poisoning~ LOL tats the only thing i ate~ when home eat wad drink wad also come within about 15min~ all lao sai sia!!!

my life is aimless~ gimme some light show me the way pls~~!!

finally~ common test over~

hoo~~ common test over~ time to study hard~ cos 5weeks later got the final exam for this sem~ gaolat~~ die liao~ so many ppl fail the fking math~~!! only less den 8 ppl pass!! wtf man!! so tat mean not i lousy~ is the paper hard~ Lol~

this pass weeks feel not bad~ think i change her life she found a job liao~ haha~ feel happy for her 2~ if u r reading this~ hope u will still work hard on ur job~ go for it gal~ haha~ working make u feel good~ aft a whole day of work go home u can sleep till so shiok~ so u wont miss ur sleep much again~ haha~~

when sentosa on monday~ the fking sun so strong!! burn till my face my back all sun burn!! so fking pain!!!!

den tues when to gym aft sch~! its dam pain when i do the banch press~!! my back is like ppl burning it with fire sia! and every work out i do tat need to left up my arm! it hurt like hell!! dam it man~ and when i sleep at nite i just cant move much move = wake up!! OMG!! pain!!!

wed
today~ nv go gym~ when to shopping abit!! bought a new urban male slipper~ $50~~~ fly away~ Lol~ poor me T_T but the slipper is comfortable la~ and when for a hair cut~ maybe i gonna dye my hair next hair cut~ haha~ den some more $$$ fly away~~ haha~~ have to cut down on my spending already~ i notice i already spend about $100 in 2days liao! if i dont stop i will die man!! money hard to earn! fking cb hope i will get GST rebate!! think is $150 i think~ my fren say 1 guy 1 years younger den me also get liao~!! if i get tat i go buy a barbell and weights den can train more at home!! Lol~~

Guan Ying Ma!!! pls gimme more MONEY!! $$$ to build up my dream!! my body!!my future!! money is a big part of body builder also! diet! protein! drinks! and its NOT CHEAP!! go GNC to see for urself!! how much is protein powder!! and 1 protein bar how much!!
SO GUAN YING MA!! pls!! give ur god son some money to build his body! i will make u proud!